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𝑱𝒖𝒏𝒈𝒌𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒈𝒐𝒏𝒆 𝒕𝒐 𝒘𝒐𝒓𝒌—— after he served us breakfast. It was tasty and he knew it was one of my favorite meals of the day, I still felt so...used. After Jungkook had gone down on me and then stopped I needed some fresh air.

I looked in the mirror we had in our room, my hair was messy and oily, I had dark circles and my eyes were red. Y/n, it's time to stop feeling sorry for yourself, I 'hmphed' and grabbed my bag of make up, picked out a cute outfit and some accessories.

I look in the mirror feeling better and accomplished. I take out my phone and shoot Jungkook a quick text saying I'm heading out. I'll be fine and he's at work so no interruptions.

I grab my car keys and walk outside. I didn't know where I wanted to go, but I definitely needed company, I knew exactly where to go.

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"Hey, I told you he wouldn't change. Yeah, maybe he's trying to currently make things better, but be honest with yourself here, Y/n...how long do you think this will last?"

I shuffle my legs a bit on my hosts couch. I didn't think of that, at least not until now. What do I honestly think? I don't expect much from him anymore and he wouldn't surprise me with anything.

"Can we change the subject? I came here to forget about him and the things he's done." I set my wine glass down on his glass coffee table and cross my legs sophisticatedly. "Now, I must be honest, I came here to ask if I could stay here for awhile. No need for special care, I can help pay the utilities and anything else you need me to do." I say confidently.

He chuckles. "You know you don't have to ask me that, and paying for my bills and sorts isn't necessary. I'm a capable man, my dear." He gets up and walks over to me, grabs my chin with his hand and leans in.

"I can show you what being a man is really like, Y/n." He stares at my lips. I can't, not right now and not with him. Jungkook may have hurt me, but two wrongs don't make a right. I brush his hand away from my face.

"Now you know I can't do that, what kind of woman do you take me for, Joon?" I ask. He sighs and sits back down where he was formerly. "I guess you're right, Y/n. How about this, if I let you pay for half of my utilities, I'll let you stay as long as you need. However, if you can prove to me that you really aren't that type of woman, you'll have to sleep in my bed with me with no intentions." Joon says.

The only thing I was honestly worried about was if I was that type of woman, I wouldn't do it with just anyone, if I had to, it would be Joon, but the thought of him and I sleeping in the same bed made my stomach excited and my heart caught in my throat. Imagining Namjoons broad and built body laying next to mine during the cold nights would leave me contemplating even moving in.

"You got yourself a deal, Joonie." I smirk. This will be fun. He smiles and gets up, helping me off the couch with one gentle hand, he kisses the top of my hand and leans in my ear. "You really are something else, my dear."

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Jungkook called me and I answered hesitantly. "Hey, love. Where you at? I got your text and just wanted to be sure you are okay." I bit my cheek, should I be honest with him?

"I'm just...at a cafe right now! I needed some extra energy so I got my favorite coffee!" I say cheerfully. Hopefully this doesn't blow me over. "Okay, love. Your father said I can come home early so I'll be at home shortly." He says.

My heart stopped. What? My father never lets him go early, what is he thinking? I would assume my father would have Jungkook do overtime after telling him what Jungkook has done to me. There has to be a reason.

"Is there something up?" Joon chirps in. I shake my head and signal with my finger to be quiet. "Okay Jungkook, just give me a ring when you get home, I'm going to be out for a while longer." I say. I hang up immediately after. I take a deep breath and throw my phone across the couch.

Yeah, good job, that wasn't suspicious at all. Idiot. "Was that Jungkook?" I nod. "Why couldn't you tell him the truth?" Joon is right, why couldn't I? If I'm being honest, I didn't want to hurt him. Not like this. "You're right, I didn't know what to say. I shouldn't be direct with him and if it hurts his feelings, so be it." I say confidently, chugging the last of my wine.

"If you don't mind, I'm going to lay down for a bit, I need to think and get my mindset straight." I say, I start to walk towards Joons bedroom. I felt a light grasp on my wrist and I get turned around. I was inches away from his face.

"Mind if I join?" He smiles. Joons smile always made me felt nice inside, but now I had other thoughts. "Sure, let's a watch a movie...and no mentioning his name." I say, winking.

Joon smiles and follows me up the stairs to his bedroom.