Supernova (bxb)

Chapter 8 - Paparazzi

I woke up after what felt like the best night's sleep I had ever gotten. It really felt like I was bathing in honey and milk and slept surrounded by angels, that were singing me to sleep, before birds would slowly wake me up. It smelled so good...everything around me smelled so good and I just felt like I was at home, like whatever bed this was and where ever this was, this was the most comfortable feeling out there. I felt like a fucking kid, who had just gotten a cup of hot chocolate and I felt safe and warm again. Not that my parents ever did that, but I imagined the feeling to be the same. 

I cuddled myself deeper into that feeling, that comfortable bed and that big teddybear that was protecting me. I clung onto it, nuzzling my nose into wherever that amazing scent, that made my body tingle, came from. The sun was warming my face and slowly, I regained consciousness. I blinked a few times through my black lashes, letting my eyes adjust to seeing again and that in this bright golden light. Where the fuck was I? This room, with the long white curtains on the big windows, were not mine. I had my head slightly lifted to look at the room, my eyes still small and barely open from just having woken up. This big room looked like one of these Hotel ones I think, who the fuck had picked me up last night? But suddenly, I heard something grumble beside me. Or actually...it was basically beneath me. 

I let my now very wide eyes wander, slowly and carefully, because I didn't want what I was suspecting to be true. My gaze wandered over the bed, my with a white bedsheet covering my legs, over and up to the person I was hugging. And yes...besides me, or rather in my embrace, laid Jasper Sutton...Fuck. I stared at him in complete shock. I had one hand wrapped around his torso, as I was basically clinging onto his side. My shoulder was leaning against his and the way I held my head, I just knew that I had been sleeping on his shoulder or even worse on the same pillow with him, face to face...Oh my fucking g-

"It's my only day off, can you stop freaking out for one moment so we can sleep some more?" Jasper mumbled, as he turned towards me, his hand going to grab my waist and pull me close to him again, but I literally jumped up, backing up against the wall across from the bed to create some distance. Jasper sat up at that, looking at me, with only my underwear on, since sometimes in the night I would get hot and took off my shirt, it wasn't unusual, but why the fuck did it happen this night?? When I realized that, I quickly grabbed the plant next to me, holding it in front of my body, so that perv couldn't check me out or shit. "So you decide to keep freaking out" Jasper stated, as he sat up, rubbing his eyes to wake up. It was almost as if my complete wreck of nerves was annoying him a little. 

"Well yeah!! Why the fuck were you touching me like that, I thought I told you to not come near me at night?? Do I have to kill you now or what??" I asked and Jasper sighed, his face now turning a little sad. He sat up, dangling his legs from the bed and his lower half was still covered with the bedsheet, but his upper half wasn't and...oh. I mean fuck. He must work out a lot! Like...I didn't uhm...I mean, I just noticed it ok?? I...I wasn't like...turned on or shit nah, I just...admired the strong willpower of my mate. 

"I'm sorry...I wasn't doing it on purpose Pax, I just woke up with you as well. I swear I didn't pull you close when I was still conscious, I don't know who of us moved first in their sleep, but you know, if you like it or not, we are mates and our bodies know that and are acting on their own. I'm sorry if it made you uncomfortable, I should have stayed away and controlled myself better" Jasper said, looking at me as if he was truly sorry and I could even see a glimpse of fear in his eyes. Not that I would snap his neck out of pure anger, but that I would now reject him. I mean, I could kill him with that as well. 

"You can change here, I will go put on some clothes as well" Jasper said, before he got up and I quickly looked away, as he stood up in only his underwear and he walked into what I supposed was the walk in closet to get changed. I hesitantly put the plant down, walking over to my clothes. Shit...It always felt awful when I knew that my mate was sad or even frightened, I just wanted him to be safe and happy, though I didn't necessarily want Jasper Sutton to be safe an happy. He was still an obnoxious ass, but that ass just so happened to be my mate. And...I mean I had decided yesterday to not reject him for now.