Supernova (bxb)

Chapter 1 - Long Lost Lover

"This might just be the stupidest thing you have ever done" Cecilia stated, as I looked at the stencil on my arm in the mirror. I liked the placement, right on my wrist and I had kept that place empty exactly for this special tattoo, which I had been waiting for my whole life now! My arms, chest, back, legs, hands and even throat were covered in tattoos just to piss my stupid parents off and because I liked them, but my wrist I kept empty for this very moment. 

"Why? Don't you think its romantic??" I asked, smiling as I moved my wrist to see how the tattoo would move around once it was forever under my skin, but it looked perfect. Gabriel, my tattoo artist since my very first tattoo, just knew how to do it! And it would fit perfectly with the rest! Oh man, this was great! Nope, actually, it was perfect! But my twin sister shook her head, pinching the bridge of her nose. 

"Pax, you don't even know if you are going to meet your mate tomorrow. Yes it's our birthday and awakening, but some wolves search for years until they find their one true mate! And if you don't find them tomorrow, then you won't have your anniversary tattooed on your wrist, but your own god damn birthday you idiot!!" Cecilia yelled, standing up and walking over to me, while I was still admiring my soon to be tattoo in the mirror. She acted as if I was the delusional here, but it was her, who just didn't get it. 

"Just ask Gabriel to give you something else today and when you meet your mate, then you can still get the tattoo" she offered, sounding annoyed, but I was way into the tattoo already to say goodbye to it again now. 

"No way! I just know I will meet her tomorrow, I can feel it! And how romantic is it, that I already have our anniversary tattooed right here on my wrist?? She will go nuts Cecilia!" I smiled, walking over to the bench, where I sat down, waiting for Gabriel to return and do this shit already because I was excited!! Cecilia worried her face in her hand, looking like I was the biggest disappointment of the century, but I just ignored her, because this was a happy occasion! I wanted to do whatever I could to make my mate happy and show her, that she would be my one and only. This tattoo was just part of that!

"If Asher's mating should have shown you anything, then it's that a mating is not always just...simple. His mate hates him with all he has Pax, who says this can't happen to you? Ok, let's say you meet your mate tomorrow, fine, let's pretend here for a second. Who says that they won't reject you? And then you will have that date forever tattooed on your wrist, reminding you of that goddess awful day. Really and I mean really think about this Pax!" Cecilia said and I didn't understand why she was making such a big fuss about it. She herself had tattoos as well, so she should know that yes they are permanent, but it's not that big of a deal, we are all dying one day anyway. 

"Nah, but that won't happen to me. Maybe it's the cute blonde warrior that always smiles at me during training? She seemed to feel it too! I know that Asher said, that you really can't feel the mating bond before it's revealed, but I don't know, I feel like it is different for me" I said with a smile on my lips. Yes, that's right, for me it wouldn't be like it was with Riley and Asher. I mean, I should definitely not get mated to a human first of all, but the moon goddess doesn't hate me that much, so I wasn't worried. Nope, I would meet my mate tomorrow and then we could be happy together! 

"God you are so stupid sometimes" Cecilia cursed, leaning her forehead against her hand and I turned my head towards her at that, anger boiling in my blood now. Because I hated it when somebody called me stupid. I hated nothing more. Nothing more than people calling me stupid. Or slow. Or just straight up dumb. Because I wasn't! I wasn't stupid, just because I wasn't good at math or shit! And it just made me very fucking mad, if people believed that I was! My parents thought that I was stupid and my teachers did too, but I was not stupid!

"Am not!" I growled at her, but even though it was the growl of a beta, it would never intimidate my sister. Honestly, nothing intimidated her, she was like a grown up version of Wednesday Adams. Cecilia lifted her head at that and she looked like she was getting mad as well, but I just kept my angry frown, because I would not back off with my stupid twin sister.