'I could no longer take this pain that consumed my soul' he was the one & i knew this to be true,but just seeing him that way wasn't right at all ' i could not understand why , i needed answers but he did not want to give them to me ! This had hurt worse than anything i had ever felt even the death of my father had felt different 'I begged and pleaded Killian to please tell me why! All the while looking like a complete& utter fool' but still no DAMN ANSWER!!why had i even bothered' feeling the heat from my tear's running down my flustered cheeks ' stupid girl ' how could i have fallen for a Man whom i never had seen before in person but only in my dream's! My life had changed that night we met , i thought you loved me you selfish BASTARD! I GAVE U SOMETHING SO PRECIOUS AND YOU TOOK IT FOR GRANTED!!!!
I was losing my mind knowing that he didn't want me anymore or he never did, I knew i had been fighting a losing battle, i missed him so damn much it hurts' word's could not explain this feeling! I just wanted to die!!!My soul is on fire from the love that i have for him' my chest hurts' my heart is going to explode from loving him the way that i do" i wanted to cry but i knew i needed to move on & try to be happy a little, but how?nothing else made me happier than being with my one true love'he came into my life so quickly and stole my soul from me ' i needed to taste him ,feel his lips upon mine' his touch was gentle but masculine' i craved every part of this God of a man ' i felt my womanhood perspire with desire " my thoughts of him filled me with heat' his moans i could still hear plain as day ' I want you ' he had whispered & only you' i was throbbing ' i started touching myself' i loved him & that was it for me' no one else would or could ever compare what we feel for one another, not even the whores at his side'
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"Meant for me"
VampireIreland 1529, My life felt like it was over until I met him ' he saved me from myself'
