"Meant for me"

"Birthday Gift"

My apologies for I did not mean to frighten you' May I,I didn't know what he was about to do,but he took my hand gently' he slowly lifted it up to his beautiful mouth"Oh god !! All I could do was stare at him,his emerald green eyes we're so hypnotic' I could have fallen right into them' pardon me for I do not mean to stare my love but you are very beautiful,as beautiful as a rising sunset from once I had seen long ago. I umm sorry my lord ,I had to clear my throat' I could hardly say the words I needed to speak! you did not frighten me at all," his lips we're like I had imagined so soft" my heart pounded like thunder !! I'm shocked is all ,you are here standing before me' for I thought this could be...One of your dreams? He had finished my sentence before I could say anything...Yes ,yes ' Go on you can touch me for I am real" oh God yes something else I wanted to leap into his arm's,and never let him go' I want you to...To what? Oh he heard every word I was thinking!! This is madness ! I gulped embarrassingly ,I had to change our conversation' or whatever this was leading up to" I.. I I'm so happy that you are here Killian' are you? He spoke again,my face was flushed and it wasn't the summer heat I knew the difference.

I have loved you for so long ,I didn't want to even imagine my life without you in it, Killian you've kept me going all these lonely year's' nothing ever seemed right unless I was with you in my dreams' but when morning came you slowly disappeared' nothing but a faded memory..So how is it that we're face to face? Doesn't this seem strange to you? I'm so confused! Tears had almost filled my eyes ' as I stood there waiting for him to say something" before I could even notice he was standing behind me,like the summer night breeze I felt him all around me,his masculine scent had lingered fulfilling what had been my curiosity,as I thought it would be' musky,as if he was one with nature' it was hard to ignore, I've recognized that before' but from where?

My love ,he spoke' I have something for you please accept my gift ' I hesitated cautiously,May I Ruby? ....Yes...His arm's came over the front of me..I was nervous' but intrigued at the same time, touch me for I pleaded silently...

To my surprise his gift for me was a gold teardrop shaped ruby necklace' Killian you shouldn't have! we hardly even know one another and you've brought me a very beautiful gift, and I'm sure an expensive piece of jewelry" this is too much' he whispered in my ear softly....There is no price too much for you Ruby' his lips brushed against the back of my neck ... Shivers had waved down my spine ,kiss me now!! Did I say that aloud? Ohhh!! But I wanted him ,I want him now ' he turned me around to face him, nothing else mattered at that moment' we locked eye's....If it's me you want than it's me u shall have!Yes Killian I need you now inside me!!! I'm ready for you my love,no sooner than I could get my last word's out he pulled me close to him tightly, the wind enveloping us as if it was hugging us' the feel of him just couldn't get enough' he started un-buttining my dress slowly, it felt so good , dropping to the gazebo floor,the night summer air enveloped my body ,in hopes of someone not seeing what was about to happen, free!! I felt!! I felt alive.. his lips kissing my throat! This night should never end and I didn't want it to ' I could hear him moan " Ruby I want you ' Killian take me ,take me now ' you belong to me and only me' yes,yes I do and your mine 'our bodies we're enter-twined with one another' this felt so right '