"Meant for me"

"Alone"

As I sat late that night in my bedchamber in the middle of my lonely, comfortable bed eating strawberries that had been left over from my birthday ball,they we're so delicious!! the juice's covered my tongue,I couldn't get enough"but  all I could do was think about  Killian' he was the light to my dark..The calm to my storm,but he had took that all away from me!! Saddened by the loneliness I was feeling, remembering his soft lips kissing the nape of my neck , shivers sent down my spine ,cupping my breasts softly,careful he was with them not too hard" they had seemed to fit in the palms of his hand's ,just enough to arouse me even more ' we seemed to both be in sink with one another! I was ready for him again,I could feel his member pushing inside of me , burning sensation, he was  gentle but hard!! Uhhh don't stop I told him.. Please I need you now!! Clawing at his back ,it hurt so good ,he had taken my breath away , word's could not describe how blissful I felt... his  moans filled my ear ,his breathing  went from slow & then fast,& slow again ,he stared into my eyes as deep as he could almost as if he seen into my soul"those eye's of his were hypnotic,I was lost in them ' he held onto me so strongly,like he never wanted to let me go ... Kissing me so passionately,I moaned under those kisses " you are ...Are ..Oh my goddess what was this ..This feeling!! A tingling sensation came over my entire body !! The thought of it had made me aroused as if he was still with me! I needed him , I truly needed him now" please Killian if u can hear my sorrows ," come back to me" I love you ...,tears ran down my face , thinking of him had made me cry " I was alone like never before...