"Meant for me"

"Broken hearted"

As day's turned into week's,the more and more I was hurt by him, grabbing my chest it felt so heavy with grief ..I couldn't breathe!! this man I so longed for had broken every piece of my soul...I wanted to end it all !!!! I just wanted to die!! I cried every day of every hour,I did not deserve such sorrow! Hiding from my mother and everyone else I had no purpose in life ,there was truly nothing I wanted more than him...why? ... Whyyyyyyyyyy!! You have hurt me do you not know anything that you have done to me? Do you not feel how I feel!!!I wanted to scream at him to tell him how I felt, I couldn't stand him ,the thought of him repulsed me..If only ? I deserved an answer!! Damn you Killian ,damn you to hell " I was enraged ,I ran as fast as I could down the slightly lit hallway or so it seemed... I couldn't runaway any faster " not caring at all who was there , pushing myself to leave ...Tears came pouring down like raindrops !! I wanted to run away  into the lonely moonlit night and never to return.. Never never again!! He has killed my soul to the point I shall feel nothing but anger!! No LOVE" not ever ever !