"Meant for me"

"Torn apart"

As I sat waiting for my demise,the howling had grown closer & looking at each direction, wondering which way they'd come , with each step my heart pounded harder & harder !! Grasping at the fact that I could possibly be torn apart to shreds no one would ever know it was me , scattered over the forest floor... Into thousands of piece's , I'd be one with the forest ,I wanted to jump out of my skin , I asked myself" is death what you really want? I would never see my beautiful strong mother again ,nor would I hear her sweet loving voice either! Would it be worth it? No I had rethought about my demise , I've put her through enough to last her a lifetime of misery,she doesn't deserve any of it! Most of all I wasn't going to let my life end so quickly & violently,I had to do something" But what? How could I possibly protect myself"think girl think!! As the howling & crunching of the forest floor grew closer than before,I started seeing yellow glowing eyes from different directions" this was really frighting!! I tremble so hard I heard my own teeth rattle, fear coursing through my whole body,I had no idea how I was going to make it , I'm going to die a slow and violent death, that's it ' I could feel chills all over my body" sweating & clammy,tears ran down my cheeks heavily worse than before, breathing heavily fear took over my whole body ,my mind racing ... Closing my eyes hoping & praying that when I opened them whatever was out there wasn't real ,that I had just imagined the whole thing , dreaming even , maybe I had been asleep? Just one of my dreams,but this had been different" he wasn't there at all ,no protection, nothing just absolutely nothing!! But I could feel the realness of my dream,I soon came to the realization that this was not one of my dreams, that's it I'm going to die , slowly & painfully,more tears poured down,I had been so scared I couldn't even wipe them away ' paralyzed from fear' screaming at the top of my lungs, someone anyone please help me!!!! I had screamed so loudly,my throat was so harsh & dry from it ! Please someone help!! All I could do was fixate on the wolves or coyotes that surrounded me like a wall!!! Helpless as a wounded animal' all I could do is sit helpless in one spot and wait for them.... Wait for death that's all I could do at this moment is wait to die......