"Meant for me"

"Home"

Feeling​s safe now that I had made it home unnoticed through the kitchen door, everyone was asleep,thanking God for protecting me from what almost happened this very night , still shocked at what could have gone wrong ,but still questioning the dark shadow figure who seemed to control those beast's? I'm very thankful for what he had done for me ,had this been someone I could possibly know?This night was just as confusing as the time I had met my beautiful stranger! Slumping down on my bed feeling it , thinking to myself I'm so happy to be here ,I could have died like I wished ,but someone was stalking me & keeping me safe , BUT WHO !! And WHY!!! But all I could do was think about Killian.. it was hard for me... I'd give him my last breath just to save him,tears started flowing again,I thought I could contain them " just at the thought of him , picturing him ,that special night ,my thoughts of him still lingering, caressing my breasts, tasting them gently with his wet & soft tongue, making his way down ,down to my womanhood ' mmmmmmm he had moaned under his breath as he had been impressed with what I had to offer him... Sliding his hand between my thighs slowly working his way there, please take me my love I am yours ,all yours I need you inside me ,I want you now!!! I'm begging you!! Oh God!! Uhhh ,I started touching myself, closing my eyes just to be able to see him ,still the tears ran down my puffy face from crying earlier,I couldn't stop thinking about him ,he made me feel sexual, it hurt so much ,my heart was breaking all the while pleasuring myself' all I wanted was to touch & kiss those beautiful lips & smell his scent once more,I knew this man was not going to be easy to forget,I felt so drawn to him,like a moth to a flame ... Saddened by all of these emotions,there wasn't anything that I could do for myself, but just live day by day without him... Nothing else had mattered in my life " he was the one ,the only one for me " anybody else that would try to court me would be sent away very dissapointed,I didn't care , I'm not some kind of prize, I'm not a damn puppet!! NEVER!! Will I be ,they can all go straight to hell! They do not matter to me ,I was very angry at the thought,I can't lose you Killian not now not ever , please if u can hear me I live for you and I love you ,hear my cries! Come to me somehow" in my dreams if at all possible..Do not let me go ever ,I beg of you ,