"Meant for me"

"In the flesh"

"I  could not believe he was standing right in front of me" I felt faint,needed to sit before I embarrassed myself' I was so dizzy, my goodness what do I do? He's here!!  all those nights I had dreamt of him ,,not being able to control myself" Damn it!     I wanted to scream!! Why of all night's did this have to happen? Why? I'm dreaming, that's what this was a dream , I'll wake up & this will all be over... 

' No my love this isn't a dream' Have you not longed for me?  All of those nights that we had together,I know that you have  waited for me for a very long time, I to have  waited for  this moment, it's over now, I'm here in the flesh..You must not be frightened I shall not hurt you,you've dreamt of me for so long ,now that I'm here what are you going to do with me?

There he had stood coming out from the darkness as if he was part of it,he was everything to me he was mine, but I couldn't move ,I was paralyzed' I wanted to run up to him so he could hold me tight & never let go' wait I don't know your name I'm sorry forgive me, I'm embarrassed,I.. I tongue tied as I was , surprisingly' I've always had something to say about whatever the conversation had been,but apparently not now,speak up for goodness sake!!!
                         He had spoken with his soft but strong voice, I always imagined  what it would sound like' I was in a daze " all I could see was his beautiful kissable lips moving ' Allow me to introduce myself ,my name's Killian,& of course I know you're name. .. Ruby he said with a side smirk' you and I have finally came face to face ,it was all so clear that this wasn't one of my dreams ' Killian' his name just rolled off my tongue as it were second nature,I wanted him terribly' kiss me please just kiss me and get it over with " I wanted to know what it was like to actually feel him' my heart pounded faster & faster as if could possibly burst out of my body!! All I could do was to try to keep my composer but it wasn't working' that's it I'm just going to make a complete fool out of myself...Dear lord please give me the strength right now to keep it together'. He kept staring at me ' waiting for me to say or do something but I didn't want to " He should, because I didn't plan on like I said making a fool out of myself..But more than likely I would've, I'm not good in these kind of surprise situations not at all I seem to blunder  my word's' but I shall be alright I know I will ' this can't be the worst thing in the world talking to someone especially a complete stranger? But Killian oh by far had not been a stranger he at all ,the love of my life ,this was different..And I know that my mother would definitely not approve' but I clearly wasn't worried about that ,for I had a more sensitive situation I needed to take care of...