"Meant for me"

Not enough time !

With the blood upon his lips,he had wondered what he'd done,as he thrust into her hips ' he had dreaded the rising sun...    This night my love should never end ...At last I was in his arms,as right  as it all seemed I knew no harm could ever come to me... He was my protector"

"Ruby my love ,we we're intertwined with one another just laying there enjoying one another,relaxed & safe I was " I couldn't stop smiling ' I loved every minute of this moment ,the way he touched me, his lips oh how his lips kissed every part of my body ,"  you smell of fresh strawberries my love"goddess If I died tonight,I would die a happy woman! He spoke so soft  but yet so masculine,Yes Killian? What did he have to say? My anticipation filled my wonder '          My beautiful Ruby I need to tell you something but it's something that I need you to keep secret from the world! As much as I want to tell you , I've got to know that I can trust you with what I'm going to share " I turned over & faced him ' yes my love? Tell me.. off in the distance I had heard mother calling to me ...Where are you my dear? Dam it!! Why now " what could she possibly want ? I was enraged ,I finally was happy at this moment & now she's ruining my time!!! We hurried and dressed as quickly as we could before she caught us  doing something naughty,. We must hurry Killian! Ruby where are you? , Finally we we're dressed,I had to straighten myself up , before she had noticed anything suspicious ,I don't need her asking questions!

Ahhh there you are my darling,what on earth are you doing out here all alone out in the dark ? Mother I'm not alone" Ruby are you feeling well? She felt my face with the back of her hand , you are are a little warm my dear" Ummm ummm... Maybe it's just the summer heat mother,I . I..Felt a little ..I needed air mother so I came out here in the gazebo to get away for just a moment I needed air' is something the matter Ruby? Uhhh I looked around and Killian wasn't where he was standing before mother came' where could he had gone?And why? Where are you? Killian, please answer me " I wasn't trying to be loud but I couldn't understand why he had disappeared, confusion set in deeply' what was going on with him and why? Did I do something wrong? Was I not good enough for him ! I mean really ,I wasn't experienced in making love but ...But...!            "Ahhh there you are my dear ,all your guests are wondering where you had gone off to , I was worried about you ,and what are you doing out here may I ask? My mother she's so sweet and caring I love her so ,but she had ruined everything!! She made him leave it was all her dam fault !! he'd still be here if she wasn't trying to be nosey! Anger rushed over me ,I was tense ,I wanted to just burst into flames from the anger inside me!!! I hate everyone!!!         Mother I wanted to be alone! ... I needed air ,I had to get away from those savage's!! It was too much "   tears filled my eyes ,she comforted me as usual ,she is so good at making me feel better,but right now she had not the slightest idea why I had been so upset,my dear Ruby' our guests will be leaving soon and then you can go back to being  your usual self ,but for now just put on a smile and until then behave yourself for me" I couldn't say no to her I loved her ,so she hugged me and we made our way back in ,but I still wanted to know what happened to my love' I looked around behind me one more time ,to see if I could see him but he wasn't there... I whispered I love you , hoping that he could hear me ...