My Own Songs

Help My Sanity

There's a storm going off in my head,
And I can't find any shelter.
The rain is drowning me in anxiety,
While the thunder explodes my depression,
And the lightning, oh, the lightning crackles with voices.
I'm constantly hearing how I should be dead,
But I push myself to not falter.
I feel like a burden to this society,
Even though they've given me no repercussion.
Gah, somebody help for my mind is in slices!
/My sanity is spiraling down, down, down,
And I can't seem to find my way back up!
I thought talking it out would help but no!
The anxiety just fucking ascends higher!
God's pushing me to the limit and I just wanna quit, oh!
My brain is spinning around, round, round,
And it feels as if my blood's draining into a cup!
I need answers right now for I don't know anymore!
I'd rather just get burned with a lighter!
Goddamnit, can someone help my sanity!?/
I've been hurting myself here lately,
Both physically and mentally killing myself.
I don't cut but instead beat the hell out of my body,
And I tell my brain of how I'd be forgotten when dead.
The only phrase going through my mind is does my life matter!
I'm so tired of acting like I'm actually happy,
And it hurts more to know no one knows my true self!
I've never cared about myself but now I feel so cold. Hey!
You over there, could you come and look for my head?
I'm quite sure over there I heard my brain splatter!
/CHORUS/
Hey, hey, hey nobody should have to go through this shit.
I'm at the end of my thread and about to let my body drop,
But I can't go before I finish a couple things here and there.
Hopefully on the way, a soul can piece my mind back together,
And a person can mend my heart on back into shape tip-top.
Oh come on, we all know the reason I'm still here is cause of my wit.
/CHORUS/

AN: Don't ask where my brain went, for I do not have the faintest clue with this one, but I like it. I hope y'all do too. Bye for now.