My Own Songs

My Demons

Suffocation! Damnation!
Frustration! Starvation!
I'm slowly drowning in the emptiness,
But I'm fighting for that one more breath.
This constant fighting is so damn venomous,
I feel myself slowly aiming towards death!
I've been fight but I just want it to stop!
My head's bout to explode like gun being shot!
/There is nothing but pain,
And it's from the mistakes I made!
I've gone through this hell too many times,
And it feels as I'm hearing the final bell chimes!
Every damn day I feel is my last,
But this need to survive is unsurpassed!
I'm fighting to get to the end of the tunnel,
But my demons keep dragging me down a funnel!/
Aggravation! Decimation!
Dehydration! Degradation!
This raging war is hurting everyone,
Me, my family, friends, everyone I cherish!
I'm so sick of having to fool anyone,
Please somebody don't let me perish!
My heart can't take much more,
And my mind is losing it that's for sure!
/These voices in my goddamn head,
I just want them to end up decimated!
I'm so tired of being degraded all the time.
And I try so damn hard just to act all fine!
This hell is sending all it's fire to consume me,
But I'll fucking fight until the day I'm free!
My demons won't hold me back from what I want,
And what I want is to be able to get rid of this front!/
Celebration! Salvation!
Reincarnation! Liberation!
I just want to be able to be free.
I want to know what true salvation feel like,
And have people I love be able to see me!
But it seems that dream is so childlike!
Nobody deserves to go through this war,
So I will give them a hope worth fighting for!
/I need to rid myself of this mask,
But it is not such a simple task.
These voices in my head won't let me rest,
But all I try to do now is be my best!
I'll keep on fighting til kingdom come.
Even though I don't where they come from,
My demons will one day be put to sleep,
So I can finally learn the word peace./