This whole time I've been stuck at the bottom,
Where there is nothing but total emptiness.
I'm fighting for even a single breath of fresh air.
I hate having to go through all of these problems.
For years my chest has had this constant heaviness,
I'm slowly suffocating and feeling pain everywhere.
/Now I say fuck this hell and fuck all this pain,
It's time I wake up and become someone new.
I need to find a way to move on from myself,
For all of these problems have become a painful stain.
I know it'll be rough but I'm doing it all for you!
From today I want to be on my way to getting better./
I stopped listening to the little hope inside me,
But never again will I make that same mistake.
Hope is now all I got and I plan on making it through this.
I'm going to power through this hell, that I fucking guarantee.
I'm not giving up on myself when I never gave up on other's sakes.
All I've ever wanted to do was to get out of this godforsaken abyss!
/Now I see myself getting out of this damn mess.
I can feel this tiny bit of hope growing ever so slightly,
And I have to say it feels far too amazing to descirbe.
I can also feel this suffocating weight lift off my chest.
I finally feel like it's time for me to get to smile brightly,
And with this I believe I am finally getting better!/
I wanna say thank you to everybody who told me to keep on hoping.
Thank you to the people who said don't listen to the voice in my head.
I'm able to get through the hell easier because of you all.
I have tried for so long but now I'm finally able to do some coping.
I can promise to all of you that tonight the tears will be shed.
It brings me joy to know that people like me can be saved from the abyss.
Thank you!
/2ND CHORUS/
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My Own Songs
PoetryThis is where I am going to upload all of my own written songs over the past couple of years. I would like any suggestions to a song title as well so I can keep writing songs. I also welcome any feedback about my songs. I hope you guys enjoy.
