My Own Songs

Dying To Be Unbroken

These demons won't let up,
The battle is far from over!
I'm here fighting and losing,
Losing the will to keep this up!
I can't breathe I'm being smothered!
These walls I break down keep rising!
My heart and mind are slowly breaking,
And I don't know how much more I can take!
/I'm running through the fires,
Making sure the devil doesn't get to me!
But the gravity of it all is overbearing!
I'm telling you I'm about to fucking retire!
I just want people to goddamn see,
See how my life is slowly tearing!
I just want somebody to tell,
Tell that I'm dying to be unbroken./
This pain deep down inside me
Just doesn't want to go away.
I'm shaking down to my core,
That's how much I'm terrified!
I wish these nightmares would just let me be!
My entire body is just so sore,
From the running and the sacrifice!
Won't somebody just make it stop?!
I'm on my knees praying for some fucking help!
/CHORUS/
I know some people say they'd rather be alone,
But I just can't see how I can stay like that.
I need someone to tell me it'll be alright soon,
I need someone to listen to this heart made of stone,
And I need someone just to help hold me and give me a pat.
It'd be nice if this darkness gained a bright moon.
I'm slowly losing it all, my mind and my heart,
But it'd be nice if someone picked up my pieces.
Just like I picked up others.
/CHORUS/

A/U: Sorry I haven't posted in a while. Kinda forgot I had Wattpad for a bit and it took me a couple weeks to write this because of stress from college. I probably won't update for a while, have no flip-flapping clue what to write next and don't have the motivation to right now. If anyone has any ideas, themes, or even a title for me to use, you can be sure I'll have it up. Just don't know when. Bye for now, hope you enjoyed this one!