Damn I've been hurtin' lately,
These stray thoughts just keep coming,
And I'm getting so tired of it all.
I've been through so much hell,
I've only just noticed who I am.
I've only been in love once,
But I can tell love ain't a choice.
/I've been hating myself for so long,
I just stopped caring and started isolating.
I can love anybody and everybody but me?
Depression and anxiety fucked with my head.
Over a decade I'm finally trying friend,
But this depression be fucking suffocating,
Damnit I just wanna love myself again!/
Wanna know something else?
I feel I can't love another.
Everytime I think of trying,
My heart sinks to my stomach.
To these feelings, my brain says kill it!
I'm too scared I'm gonna fuck up,
But I need someone to tell me to hold up!
/It'll take a while but I'll be alright!
I'll love myself again and be ready to go!
Ready to find someone that loves me.
I just need time to get steady.
I dont want my life to be a stain,
I just wanna love somebody again!/
Ooh oh I'm just trying to be better.
I just want this nightmare to be over!
So sick and tired of this loneliness,
And I feel my heart can't take this!
I just want to be saved from this hell,
But I fear soon it'll be end of my tale.
/2nd CHORUS/
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My Own Songs
PoetryThis is where I am going to upload all of my own written songs over the past couple of years. I would like any suggestions to a song title as well so I can keep writing songs. I also welcome any feedback about my songs. I hope you guys enjoy.
