These thoughts just keep coming,
These memories just keep sticking,
And my mind just keeps racing!
I'm so tired of me breaking down,
And I just wanna take a bow.
I'm so sick of this life thats killing me!
/I fear myself and what I've become.
This rage inside me wants to come,
But I'm not letting this shit go on!
I'm terrified I'm gonna hurt someone,
But I dont wanna hurt another soul!
I fear myself and what I might do./
I can't let go of this haunting past,
And I keep picking up new bags.
I probably won't stop til I'm squashed!
I dont know how I'm gonna fix myself
Cuz everything I've tried was useless!
But I'll figure something out, I promise.
/I fear myself and what I've done.
I just want the memories to be gone.
I stay up for days when they're ongoing.
They're just on replay and my mind breaks,
And I just wanna put on the fucking brakes.
I fear myself and what I might do./
I've done so much shit this past decade,
And I feel karma made me a damn bounty.
For all the good I'm tryna do I still get maimed.
It's like I'm in some kinda tragic comic book
Where the MC is always getting shook.
I won't give up but damn this world makes it difficult.
/I fear myself and what I might do.
I know I'll fucking screw up and wanna undo,
But yeah I can't this I already fucking knew.
I just gotta move on with this fucked up life,
And I'll find some way for me to strive!
Yes I fear myself, but I'm done being the world's victim./
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My Own Songs
PoetryThis is where I am going to upload all of my own written songs over the past couple of years. I would like any suggestions to a song title as well so I can keep writing songs. I also welcome any feedback about my songs. I hope you guys enjoy.
