I've been going through the ringer I call hell.
It hasn't gotten any easier even after all these years.
If you can imagine a hurtful action, it's most likely happened to me.
Beaten by a metal baseball bat, been stabbed and sliced, even got shot by a shotgun shell!
That part of my hell was my childhood so you can imagine my fears.
All I want is for somebody, anybody, to know my hell and set me free!
/Take it all away!
Take the pain, the torture, the fear.
Take the anxiety and the memories.
All the fuck I can do now is pray!
Pray that my heart and mind won't tear!
Take it, take away my fucking miseries!/
For the last decade I've done nothing but hurt.
I've hurt myself as well as everyone around my worthless self.
It hurts having to lie to everybody's faces about myself,
But at least I can be honest within my own art.
I just wanna be okay but I can't be with all this pain.
Every day that passes by just leaves me trying my hardest to be sane!
/CHORUS/
As I write this I'm so fucking close to breaking,
But I put on a fake smile as I talk to others to not worry them.
The last thing I want is to disappoint another fucking soul.
I can feel my whole body just steadily shaking,
Even the little boy in me is telling me this is mayhem!
I just wanna be okay but I can't because my fucking life was stole!
/CHORUS/
Please just take it away so I can finally be okay.
Author's note: It hurt posting this.
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My Own Songs
PoetryThis is where I am going to upload all of my own written songs over the past couple of years. I would like any suggestions to a song title as well so I can keep writing songs. I also welcome any feedback about my songs. I hope you guys enjoy.
