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rabbit flu - btsxjjk

very quick oneshot i wrote in literally 30 minutes because i really want to post something but the other thing i'm working on is pretty long and angsty, so please enjoy some baby bangtan fluff/comfort !!

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SORRY ABOUT THAT ON WITH THE ONESHOT

cw // vomit and flu

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jungkook pov :

the first thing i noticed when i awoke in the middle of the night was the absolutely pounding headache i had. it physically hurt to keep my eyes open, but the sheer discomfort stopped me from even thinking about getting back to sleep.

time all blurred together so i really couldn't tell how long i'd been up for, but soon the headache traveled downwards and my stomach started to painfully churn. i had the blanket up to my chin but i was still shivering so violently that i was worried i would wake up taehyung, who's my bunkmate. a quick wave of nausea tells me that i should get a move on, i'm not even entirely sure if i'm going to throw up, but the absolute last thing i want to do is be sick all over the dorm. the dorm that i share with my six new hyungs.

i feel guilty, actually.

because they all seem so close already, and i'm the one that's ruining it. don't get me wrong, i adore them all - but i'm scared. there's a lot of pressure on me as the youngest, i have a huge role in the group, i'm also the only one still attending school .. there's a lot on my plate and we haven't even debuted yet. i'm still skinny and underdeveloped so i'm way too shy to get dressed around them or shower with them. at night when i hear someone getting into
someone else's bed i long for it to be me, when i see them crying into each other's shoulders i wish someone would hold me like that when i cried. i wish i could just be open with them, but i don't want them to think i can't handle this lifestyle. this is my dream, and i won't let anything set me back.

i very unceremoniously climbed down the ladder of the bunk and made my way to the bathroom. my head hurt so bad that i couldn't even turn the light on, i just had to feel my way through the dark.

once i get to the bathroom, i don't feel cold anymore. actually now that i think about it - i'm sweating a tonne.

i pull my shirt up over my head and sit down on the side of he bath. the room (although it's dark) is spinning in circles, and before i know it - i'm definitely about to vomit.

i stand up way too fast for someone with a headache this bad, which causes me to fall straight to the floor. panic rises in my throat as i realised quickly that i wasn't going to make the toilet. i only manage to sit up before i puke down myself, as soon as it happens i burst into hot , fat tears as i realise i'm stuck in this position now.

i really just want my mum.

as i gag again i crawl over to the toilet and another string of sick leaves my mouth, i start coughing and retching violently - my whole mouth and throat burns, i'm basically throwing up bile now because this stupid diet hardly allows me to eat. as i throw up again, i feel something that makes me feel even worse.

a cool, large hand rubbing my back.

i open my eyes but snap them shut again, someone must have turned the light on and it's agony to me. the person rubbing my back has switched positions and is now literally holding me up, i'm practically sitting in his lap. "g-go away!" i sobbed, not wanting whoever it was to see me like this. they just shush me gently. i'm practically naked, covered in my own sick and can't even keep my eyes open. i'm in such a state that i just sink forward and rest my face on the toilet bowl. the person holding me tuts - it's jin.