If Only

11

"You should eat unnie, it's been weeks" 

Lisa was the only one who has the courage to talk to Jennie. Jisoo was mostly disappointed at her bandmate and Roseanne, well, she's more than mad at her.

"I'm not hungry Lisa. Thanks anyway"

Jennie felt bad as soon as she heard Y/N's last words towards her. It was their 7th anniversary and was also their last.

(Flashback)

Roseanne followed Y/N as soon as she closed the door.

"Y/N!"

"Y/N wait!"

Rosé was surprised when she saw Y/N break down in front of her. Because no one has seen Y/N cry. Y/N never cries in front of them. This time, Roseanne knew how Jennie fucked up big time.

"Please Rosie, please go back inside" Y/N sobbed, not even facing Rosé. She hates crying but god it hurts so much and she doesn't even know what to do anymore.

Roseanne didn't let Y/N face her, instead, she wrapped her arms around Y/N and just let her cry her heart out.

"Don't let him hurt her, Rosie."

"You still look out for her after what she did to you"

"I love her so much and there's nothing I could do except be happy for her"

Y/N pulled away from the hug, turned around and lifted Roseanne's chin up.

"Please don't be mad at her okay? I know she messed up but she needs you and the others right now. Jennie needs her girls."

"But what about you, Y/N?"

"I can take care of myself" Y/N said before giving Roseanne a kiss on the cheek.

"Goodbye Rosie"

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"What have you done Jennie?" Rosé said as soon as she stepped inside their dorm. Jisoo and Lisa were shocked to see her messed up state.

"You hurt Y/N and you know what she said to me before she go?"

"-she wanted me to take care of you."

"I'm pregnant Rosé"

(End of flashback)

She was never inlove with Kai. She was drinking at the bar one day because Mr. Yang told her to extend another year with Kai and she knew it will hurt Y/N more. So, Jennie being the girl she is, kept on drinking until she passed out. After waking up with a headache the next day, she saw herself naked with Kai. She couldn't remember a thing that happened and she knew she fucked up this time.

Jisoo, Rosé and Lisa tried to convince Jennie to tell Y/N but she was scared it'll hurt Y/N more so she lied to her. She told her that she's inlove with someone else instead of her telling Y/N the truth.

There were no news about Y/N. The three girls tried their best to reach out but Y/N always pushed them off.

Jennie's phone rang, disrupting her thoughts about her ex.

"Mom?"

"J-jennie, honey?" she heard her mom sniffing on the other line which made her nervous and scared at the same time.

"Mom, what's wrong?"

"Lyn died yesterday" Jennie almost dropped on the ground when she heard the news, luckily, Lisa was there to hold onto her.