If Only

16

"What took you so long?" Jennie let out a frustrated sigh when she saw her friends and her daughter come out of the car.

"You guys told me you'd be back by 8:00."

"Sorry unnie. We went to the amusement park because we wanted Ella to have fun and we lost track of time."

"You went to the amusement park?! What if someone saw you two? Ella would've gotten in trouble"

"Please don't get mad unnie. Lisa and I wore our masks and you know that we will protect Ella no matter what happens, right?"

"I'm sorry. I'm just really worried about my daughter."

Jennie took Ella's arm and brought her to her bedroom. She was changing her daughter's clothes when she notices that Ella was smiling.

"Why are you smiling, baby? Did you and aunties had fun?"

"Yes mommy! We got to play the bumper cars. Auntie Lisa also taught me how to shoot a gun"

"She what?!"

"Don't worry mommy, it's only a toy gun. See? I even won a teddy bear!" Ella raised a stuffed toy and hugged it.

"Oh! And I get to play with Ice Cream and the pretty lady too!!"

"Ice Cream?"

"Yes! You know, the girl who helped me at the park earlier. She was so nice mommy! I wish I could play with her again" Ella pouted and it broke Jennie's heart.

"Will you call her mommy? I really miss her." Oh, how Jennie wished she and Y/N were in good terms.

"I'll try baby. Now go to sleep, it's already late"

"Good night mommy"

"Night night baby"

When Jennie stepped out of her room, she saw Lisa dashing towards the bathroom. Luckily, she caught the younger girl's arm.

"You taught my daughter how to hold a gun?!" Lisa gave Jennie her toothy grin before nodding like a kid.

"Relax unnie. It was just a toy and I really wanted to give her that teddy bear"

"I swear if you're gonna teach her those things again, Lisa. I'm gonna whoop your ass"

"Sorry unnie, but Rosie is the only one who can touch my ass like that" Lisa winked before rushing inside the bathroom.

"Oh god! You're disgusting"

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"So Ella told me you guys met Y/N"

"Ella saw her at the restaurant. She was with Mina"

Jennie felt her heart break the moment Roseanne said Mina's name and the latter seemed to notice it.

"Unnie, I know you still love her but you have to let her go."

"-I talked to Mina and she's a wonderful girl. If you only saw how Y/N smiled around her, you would know that she's finally happy."  Rosé hugged the older girl as she sobbed against her chest.

"I d-don't know how to move on from her Rosie. I know it's my fault why we ended this way but seeing her with another girl breaks my heart. I love her to death and god I wish this pain would go away."

"When I saw how she smiled at her, it broke my heart because she used to smile at me like that. I miss the way she kisses me on the forehead every morning to wake me up and I had to pretend to be asleep so she could give me more."

"-I miss the times she would take care of me when I was too lazy to go to work. I miss how we manage to understand each other with just one look. And god do I miss her touch."

"-she almost proposed to me, Rosie"

"What?!"

Jennie showed her friend the ring around her finger.

"She left this to me together with the promise ring. We were supposed to get married and have family but I fucked it all up."

"Maybe all you need is closure, unnie. Tell her what really happened and who knows, you guys might end up being friends again."

"But I don't know if I could stand being her friend again. I can't stand seeing her hands around someone else."

"Unnie, if you really love her that much, you have to let her go."

"Okay, I'll try."

"Good. Now go to sleep unnie. We have a photoshoot tomorrow" Rosé gave Jennie a kiss on the forehead before going to her room.

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It was the first time in years since Y/N stepped foot in Myoui Corp in Korea and she certainly missed it. The interior of the building was changed and it even looked better than before. She was surprised to see that the employees whom she's gotten closed with were still there. Some of them even gave her a warm hug and she felt better.

"Y/N-ah!"

"Geez unnie! Let me go! I can't fucking breathe" Y/N pulled away from Jihyo who was so excited to see her again.

"It's been years and you're telling me that you don't miss me? Bish you need to get your ass kicked."

"I didn't say that I didn't miss you unnie. Sorry if I didn't come to you as soon as I got here."

"Soooo, I heard from a little birdie that you're getting married to the CEO's daughter"

"I swear I'm gonna kill Momo for telling you."

"Dude if it wasn't for Momo, you wouldn't even tell me!"

"I was going to tell you but she beat me to it"

"Fine, fine. Have you and Mina already set the date?"

"We haven't. We're too busy with work especially her. Her father will be giving his position to Mina so our schedule is a bit tight."

"Okay. Do you have a best man already?"

"Why do I feel like you want to be my best man, Jihyo?"

"I mean, I'm your bestfriend after all"

"Fine, be my best man." Y/N playfully scoffed and Jihyo's eyes got even bigger when she was given the role of 'best man'.

"Shiiit!! Omygod I can't wait!"

"Yeah whatever. Go back to work unnie"

"Yah! Don't order me around. I'm older than you."

"Yeah, but I'm gonna tell Mina that all you do is talk in the office" Y/N smirked.

"Fucking snitch" Jihyo strolled away from Y/N and give her the middle finger.

Y/N was left thinking. What if Mina decided to get married as soon as possible?

Is she ready?