If Only

5

It was another heart-pounding moment for both Jennie and Y/N. You were sitting on the couch with Jisoo, Rosé and Lisa in front of you.

"Uhm, we have something to tell you" Jennie said while giving your hand a tight squeeze, it wasn't painful but you knew she was equally nervous as you.

"Y/N and I, are-"

"She and I, well, we are kinda uhm-"

"Jennie's my girlfriend now" Jennie couldn't finish her sentence so you decided to speak on her behalf instead. You silently prayed that the three girls won't murder you.

YG Entertainment has strict rules against dating, not only that, but the entire South Korea has issues against same-sex couples.

"About damn time!" Lisa squealed while she sat on your lap and showered your face with kisses.

"Yah! Don't steal my girl, Lalisa!" Jennie wasn't mad, she was amused by the maknae's reaction instead. She was waiting for her unnie and Roseanne's reaction.

"Do you really love Jennie, Y/N?" Rosé's voice was barely heard but it was a question that Y/N was waiting to answer.

"With all my heart, Chaeyoung-ah"

"I'm happy with you guys, trust me, I really am. But-" the oldest among the five said and the two lovebirds were starting to sweat because they can feel that there's something bad that will come out next in Jisoo's lips.

"-but you can't tell sajangnim, or anyone. It would be better if you keep this a secret between us five"

"Unnie"

"Jen, we just debuted a couple of months ago."

"I know, unnie. But I like to show Y/N off. I want the world to know she's mine"

"I understand you Jendeuk. I support your relationship with Y/N. But think about the bigger picture here. Don't you think it will not affect the group and the company? We will get attacked by a lot of people and we haven't even started yet"

"But, unnie-"

"Jen, I think unnie is right" you placed your hand on top of your girlfriend's and you just gave her a weak smile.

"It's alright if we keep this a secret. Blackpink just started its career and I don't want to be the one to bring it down. I know all of you worked hard and you've come this far. I don't want to be selfish, Jennie" you felt a hand on your shoulder and you noticed it was Jisoo's.

They have been your family for years now and you understand where they are coming from. The girls knew you have a thing for Jennie even before their training started so it was a huge relief on their part when they found out that both of you are finally exclusive. Well, except for Rosé.

She wanted to tell you about her crush on you but never had the chance to do so. It was painful to see you with someone else but she would rather have you in Jennie's arms than those bimbo dancers in their company who constantly flirt with you. Roseanne finally accepted her fate that she will never have you, but she tries to be happy for you.

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It was a big challenge for Jennie since she was a rising star and all eyes were on her. But it didn't stop her from seeing Y/N when she has a spare time.

She decided to surprise her girlfriend in her apartment in Busan but she was the one who was shocked when she saw another girl inside Y/N's bed.

"Who are you? Where's Y/N?" Jennie's irritated tone echoed across the room.

"I'm Lauren, Y/N's friend and partner in our Steel Design class. She actually went out an hour ago to buy some snacks and materials for our project. May I ask who are you?" The green-eyed girl innocently asked the woman standing in front of her who's about to pounce on her anytime soon.

"I'm Jennie, Y/N's girlfriend"

"Omygod! It's nice to see you! Y/N has been talking about you nonstop. She said she can't wait to see you next week. I can't believe I'm finally meeting you."

"Who are you talking to Jauregui?" Y/N pushed the door open and almost dropped the bags on the floor. She was stunned to see her girlfriend in her apartment because it was usually Y/N who goes to Seoul instead.

"Baby!!" You ran to your girlfriend and give her a chaste kiss on the lips. Her lips taste like cherry and you just can't get enough of it.

"Okay, I'll be at the living room. Please keep your voices low, hmm?" Lauren gave Y/N a knowing smirk when she exited the room.

"What are you doing here, baby? I'm really surprised"

"I was supposed to surprise you but I was met with another girl. Didn't know you invite girls in your house now" Jennie's tone was as cold as ice that it gave you goosebumps.

"Lauren's a really good friend of mine. She's one of the few people I trust and you don't have to be jealous of her, love" you had to stop yourself from laughing because you knew of all people that Jennie is not the one to be messed with when she's mad.

"And who said I was jealous huh?"

"The way you look at Lauren is like you're about to attack her. Good thing I came on time before I witness a bloody murder on this room" you chuckle but it was quickly replaced by moans when you felt warm lips against yours.

"You're mine, Y/N. Mine."

"I'm yours Jennie. Forever and always"