If Only

13

7 months later

"Holy shit!"

"Momo! Language!" Chaeyoung slapped the back of Momo's head.

"Blackpink's Jennie Kim is pregnant!"

Mina who was standing on the door saw how Y/N dropped the blueprints on her hand as soon as those words came out of Momo's mouth. Y/N quickly picked it up and couldn't hold back her tears as she retreated back to the comfort room.

Y/N turned her phone on and saw a bunch of articles about her ex girlfriend.

Fans noticed Jennie's baby bump.

Jennie spotted shopping at a baby store.

EXO's Kai is rumored to be the father of the baby.

YG Entertainment confirmed Jennie's hiatus was because of the pregnancy.

Y/N smashed her phone on the floor. She placed her hands on her mouth, trying to keep her silent sobs inside the restroom. Her heart clenched at the thought of Jennie cheating on her even before the breakup.

"Y/N?" Mina entered the room and Y/N tried to keep herself quiet inside the cubicle but Mina still managed to figure it all out.

"Y/N, open up. Please" Y/N unlocked the cubicle door but didn't let herself out. Mina instead went inside and locked themselves as she held Y/N in her arms.

"I got you, Y/N"

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"The news is all over the internet unnie!" Lisa screamed, panic is written all over her face.

"You should have told her Jennie. She never should've found out this way" Jisoo said while sitting beside the pregnant girl.

"I wanted to tell her but she's gone unnie"

"You could've gone to Japan! She would've understood the situation! You had all the opportunities to tell her but you're a fucking coward for letting it slip away!"

"Roseanne stop!" Jisoo got in between Jennie and Rosé as the latter screamed in frustration.

"I'm so sorry" those were the only words that left Jennie's lips. She doesn't have anything to say except 'sorry' because she knew everything was her fault.

"You should have said those words to Y/N, not us"

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As months passed by, Y/N was always spotted inside a bar. Partying after work was her routine. She even dragged some of her friends with her but all of them have no idea about why Y/N is acting that way, all they know is that Y/N was just taking out her stress from work.

"Come dance with me Y/N!" Sana took Y/N with her on the dance floor. The music was turning Sana on and she kept dancing like the queen she is. Her back was against Y/N's chest, dangerously guiding Y/N's hands on her waist and Y/N was enjoying every bit of it. Her lips were on Sana's neck and the next thing she knew was their lips were dancing in sync. Both were a bit tipsy so they were somehow aware of the look their friends were giving them. But as soon as they deepen the kiss, someone dragged Y/N away from Sana.

Y/N's POV

"What the hell Mina?!"

Mina took my car keys from my pocket and drove us out of the bar.

"You're fucking drunk. Again."

"That's none of your business"

"You come in late every morning, of course it's my problem! The employee I hired is slacking off, what do you think my dad's gonna say huh?!"

"Then fire me! I told you before and I'm gonna tell you once again Mina. You shouldn't have hired me in the first place"

"-and you even took me away from Sana!"

"Do you even like her, Y/N?" Mina gripped the stirring wheel harder, her knuckles were almost white.

"I just want to forget about Jennie okay!"

"Then do it right! Get your shit together. Focus on yourself and show Jennie that you're better off without her"

That seemed to knock me out of my senses. Mina was right, I should do better. I want to be better.

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No one's POV

"Lisaaaaaa!!!"

Lisa rushed towards Jennie's room as soon as she heard her scream her name.

"Shit! Your water broke unnie!"

"-omygod I think I'm gonna throw up! Jisoo unnie! Help!" Lisa was getting lightheaded, good thing Jisoo came out and rush them to the hospital.

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After a few hours of labor, Jennie finally delivered a healthy baby girl. Lisa, Jisoo and Rosé shed tears as they held the tiny baby.

"What's her name Jendeuk?"

"I'm gonna name her Ella"

"That's a beautiful name unnie"

"It's Y/N's second name"

A/N: sorry this is a bit short. I promise I'll try to write more on the succeeding chapters. I hope you're liking the story :)