Inexclusive (A Taylor Caniff fanfiction)

Chapter 47

Taylors POV

What the hell just happened?

She just walked out on me.

She had given up on me.

I knew her, and she was too stubborn to hear me out. So there was only one way to tell her the truth about how I felt.

I wrote her a letter.

I explained everything to her. I told her how I needed her, and that she should give me a second chance, even though I didn't deserve one. I loved her so much.

After I was done, I slid it in her suitcase. She would find it in there.

But how did she know? I only told Cameron...but then again, I'm Taylor Caniff and my "personal life" is never really personal.

This hurt me so much. I don't even know how I can go on knowing there is unspoken words between us. She probably hates me. And thats not even the worse part. The worst part is that she accused me, accused me of not loving her.

I loved her with everything I had, every second of my day was spent thinking about her. The me that cheated wasn't actually me. It was the drunk me, who would do anything. Before I met Ali, I would hook up with girls like it was nothing. But she changed me. And she probably still thinks I'm the same old Taylor she met 9 months ago. I needed her to realize that she is the best thing that ever happened to me, because by now she definately forgot.

Alis POV

I sat in an alley for a while. But not once did I cry.

Boys aren't worth your tears, Ali, I told myself.

I had never cried about a boy before. Sure, I felt like it. But I never did. I hated feeling weak like this. I hated how he made me feel weak. I hated him. I hated him because I still loved him even after what he did. You can't fall out of love with someone like him. It was impossible.

What was I going to do? I couldn't stay here. I needed to leave Canada. But I couldn't go back to my room and face him. I would call Matt, but hes mad at him so I decided to call Shawn.

I asked him to take Taylor out to lunch so that he wouldn't be in the room. Once he agreed I started walking back.

When I arrived I headed for the bathroom. I needed to pack that stuff up since it was the only thing packed. I threw it into my suitcase. After I finished packing I went on my computer and booked a flight to Miami. I needed to tell Tiffany about all this.

After I booked the flight I wrote a letter.

Hi guys,

Needed to leave early, couldn't stay for some personal reasons. I may be back for the next event. Love you guys. Keep in touch.

-Ali

I left it on my night stand. After that I headed out. My plane was taking off in a few hours. I just couldn't be in such a toxic environment. I needed my old friends. And prom was in a week.

Matts POV

It was the night before the event, and the tradition of everyone filming a video together in the same room was about to begin. We were all here, except for Ali.

Everyone was talking but I couldn't stop thinking about her, neither could Taylor.

I got up and they all looked at me. I started walking out the door and they followed. I walked into her room and looked around for something, anything. Then I saw a letter. I read it and looked at the rest of them. Taylor made his way to the front of the crowd and snatched the letter from my hands. He read it and ran his fingers through his hair and rubbed his face, sighing.

"What happened?" Mahogany asked.

"Nothing. Just get back to the room." Taylor said in a monotone, sitting on the bed.

Cameron moved everyone out but I stayed.

"I know what you did." I said.

He looked up at me. "How?"

"The walls have ears." I snickered.

He looked at me in astonishment.

"You told her, didn't you?" He laughed rudely.

I didn't say anything.

"You wouldn't even let me tell her myself, you were just being a selfish dick and ruining everything for me. She thinks I'm the bad guy, but its actually you."

"I'm not the bad guy here, you're the one who cheated."

"So did you, can we look back on that?"

"Thats different. We weren't that serious and it was totally an accident."

"Bullshit. I don't care about your relationship with Ali. It just bothers me how you're an angel in her eyes yet you were the one who demolished everything."

"You demolished everything the second you kissed Ashley."

He scoffed. "It just amuses me how you think you can actually have her. You can't, okay? She doesn't want you. She never did. Even when you were together. She liked me. Over break, we were together the whole time. I got to take her to parties, I got to meet her family, I was her New Years kiss. Not you. You were never a threat to me, because I knew. And here we are, shes mad at me. And does she want you now? No. She never will, Matt. I won. I will always win. Shes my girl, and she always will be. She loves me and you can't change that. You can try to confess your feelings for her and try to sabotage us, but I'm always winning and you're always losing. You can't get her. So stop trying to interfere with our relationship, cause you're just a lost cause my friend."

I looked at him speechless. And in that moment I knew he was right. I just didn't want to admit it. But the way he said it made him sound like he knew he was better than me, that I could never compete with him. He knew I liked her, yet they were always secretly in love. I was also mad at her for leading me on that whole time. But I could never stay mad at her.

"Yeah, thats what I thought." He said.

I couldn't stand him.

"Now get the hell out of my room."

I headed for the door, my anger towards him was off the roof. I turned around before I left and saw his mad yet satisfied face.

"Fuck you, Taylor."

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