Inexclusive (A Taylor Caniff fanfiction)

Chapter 40

Taylors POV

I woke up with an ear-splitting headache...hangover.

I hated hangovers, but they never stopped me from getting drunk.

I really needed to make myself breakfast. I turned to my side. I saw a girl, not just any girl, Ashley.

What the fuck? Where was I?

Oh shit.

I sprang out of bed and ran to the bathroom. It all came back to me; I was at Michaels house for a party, I had some alcohol mixed drink, got extremely drunk...and I guess I had sex with Ashley.

This wasnt good. At all. I had a girlfriend...SHIT. I HAD A GIRLFRIEND AND I JUST HAD SEX WITH SOME OTHER GIRL. TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, MY EX.

Shit. Shit shit shit shit shit.

Was was I going to do?

I was such a cheater. Yeah, I was drunk but still.

I loved her, and I completely betrayed her. I was just like Matt.

I was absolutely disgusted with myself.

I promised I would never lie or cheat, and I just did. I needed to get out of this house, now.

I ran back into the room, grabbed my clothes and ran downstairs. I saw Michael passed out on the couch with CJ and Paul.

"Guys wake up!"

Pauls eyes darted open.

"Morning." He said.

I was breathing heavily and pacing back and forth.

"Dude, whats wrong?" CJ asked.

"I ju-just-I just-" The words wouldnt come out of my mouth. They just started at me waiting. "I had sex with Ashley last night." I looked down.

"DUDE WHAT THE FUCK?!" Michael said getting up, slapping me across the head.

"Please tell me it was drunk sex...and that you used protection." Paul said.

"It was, and we didnt..."

"DUDE I CANT BELIEVE THIS. Do you have any idea whats going to happen if you get Ashley pregnant and Ali finds out?! Youre going to lose your girlfriend for cheating, fans for being a douche, and all your money due to child support!" Michael said.

"I wasnt thinking! I was so buzzed I didnt even know I did it until this morning!"

"Dude this is bad." CJ said pacing.

"What do I do?! I have to tell Ali, if I dont she'll find out through someone else and that'll make it even worse. It happened with Matt."

"Dont tell her, are you crazy?" Paul said.

"I have to!"

"Look, Taylor. Youre my best friend but youre also a stupid, inconsiderate dick who makes stupid decisions and doesnt think. Next time you see her, you need to come clean or else bad things will happen." Michael said. He kept it real, I admired him for that.

"How do I tell her?"

"I dont know man. Next time you see her is Magcon, right?"

"Yeah, Toronto is next week."

"Okay, well...ask Cameron! He's the oldest and probably has good advice. Plus he knows her better than we do." He said.

"I dont think I can handle the guilt guys. Its eating me alive already."