Inexclusive (A Taylor Caniff fanfiction)

Chapter 8

Ali's POV

After magcon, we all chilled at the hotel.

Most if the guys were making videos and the others were on their phone.

Me? I was trying to figure out my feelings.

Sean, Matt, Taylor.

Sean. I missed him. It wasn't like he was a bad boyfriend. He bought me unexpected presents, kissed me in front of his friends, planned surprise dates. He was my first time, my everything. But everything happens for a reason, and we broke up two months ago.

Matt. He was sweet, cute. He made me feel loved. He was totally into me, and I could go out with him if I wanted to. But something, someone was stopping me,

Taylor.

But he didn't like me. He liked the girl he described to me. I didn't fit the description either, but that wouldn't stop me from liking him. Everyone "shipped" us. It was funny.

Then snapping me out of my thoughts, the doorbell rang.

"I'll get it!" I shouted over the noise.

I opened the door to see the most perfect green eyes staring at me.

Sean.

With flowers in his hand.

"I was thinking we could go for coffee now... Or dinner?" He chuckled and his cheeks got red.

He handed me the flowers and I accepted them, thanking him.

"Hey who's at the do-" Taylor asked, cutting himself off when he saw Sean.

"Hi," Sean said.

"Hey," Taylor said in a harsh tone, eyeing Sean.

I turned around and handed the flowers to Taylor.

"Can you put these in a vase for me? I really gotta go," I said pointing to the door.

"Yeah, anything for you." He said taking the flowers.

"This isn't a date," I told Sean on our way out the door.

"You'll see'" he replied.

Taylor's POV

After throwing out the flowers, I walked back in the room.

"Who was at the door?" Jack asked.

"Ali's idiot ex-boyfriend that's who."

Matt got up about to storm out but I stopped him.

"Don't bother," I said pushing him back onto the bed. "They left together."

"Where?!" Matt yelled.

"I don't know, "coffee"."

"Give him a chance guys, Ali's known him for what, 2 years? They dated for a year, it was pretty serious. She hardly knows you guys. You think she'll chose you, rather than her ex boyfriend who she's known forever? Face reality," Hayes said.

That hurt.

Both me and Matt.

"He's got a point," Matt spoke. "I can't believe I thought I ever had a chance with her." I was about to cry.

"Dude, don't cry. Ali told me that she would go out with you if you asked her." I said rendering to me and Ali's conversation this morning.

"I already did."

"Yeah well, maybe you shouldn't do it when everyone is watching and you just finished making out."

He laughed. "I guess I could do that."

Ali's POV

"Can we talk about us?" Sean asked while we were walking in the park.

"Sure," I replied.

"I miss you. So much. I need you more than the stars need the sky, the sand needs the waves. I'm in love with you Alison Monroe. I am and I always will be. You were my first love. And I want you to he my last."

I wasn't thinking strait, obviously. I kissed him. I went on my toes and kissed him. He kissed back, thank god. I missed his lips. So much.

We broke away. "Im sorry Sean. I love you too. But we broke up for a reason, I'd be lying if I said I didn't want us to be together again, but I can't get back together with you."

He sat on the bench.

"Do you remember our first kiss?" He said.

I laughed and sat down next to him. "Yes."

"Tell me about it"

"We were 15. We had rode our bikes down to the woods behind your house. We threw them on the ground and we climbed our favorite tree. We kissed, and then you fell out of the tree, out of shock."

We laughed.

"I was so in love with you then. I still am."

"I could say the same," I replied.

There was a pause. "You know all the guys wanted you. My friends... Would drool about you." He laughed and a tear slid down his cheek. Usually boys didn't cry, but he was different.

"I always thought at night, 'what did I do to become so lucky? Why me out of everyone else?' Because you were a princess, to me, to everyone."

I looked at him. I got up and took his hand, and we walked to the car in silence.

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We were standing face to face at my hotel door.

"I love you Sean. And it kills me to say goodbye just as much as you."

He pulled me in for a hug. He smelled so good, as always.

"I'll miss you." He whispered.

"I'll see you when I get back. We can spend Christmas together." I smiled.

"I would love that," I pulled away and grabbed the doorknob.

"Bye Sean,"

"Bye AliCat," I stepped inside and I saw him disappear.

I banged my head against the wall as I saw Taylor come out.

I probably had tear filled eyes because he embraced me in a hug. I sobbed into his should as he rubbed my back.

I just wanted to go home.