Jean Kristen

Chapter 13

Reader POV

  We got back to the wall and stood up. When Mikasa told me what they ahead talked about I didn't believe her. "That-that's not right," I told her. "They wouldn't do that, that's not like them." I said a bit louder.

"Y/n it's the truth, I swear." Mikasa tried telling me. "N-no, no it's not. Look at them," I looked at Reiner and Bertholdt "they're not like that," I whispered.

I couldn't believe it. "Eren, Y/n, do you have a minute." Reiner called us over to him. "Sure," I smiled at him. Mikasa is wrong their not like that. "I want you both to come with us," was all I could make out. "Guy-" I tried to talk. They ignored me. "Come with us." Reiner told us. Eren started talking to them I stayed still not moving a muscle. "Guys you aren't tr-traitors right?" I said louder then before. They all looked at me. Tears filled my eyes. "You guys aren't like that right," I finally mustered enough confidence. "This is all a big j-joke, right?" I kept going.

Bertholdt looked at me, his eyes also starting to blur up a bit. "C'mon guys just say it's a joke." I kept getting louder and loudedr every time the looked at me. "Guys?" I was crying now. Was Mikasa really right? They both looked at me. This is all a lie. Mikasa is wrong. She is, I know it. But...

They didn't say anything. "Say something won't you," I cried at them. I had been close with them. They told me about their friendship and how badly they wanted to go home. They wanted to go home.....

"Y/n I-" Reiner tried to tell me. I looked at him. My eyes filled with tears. What could he say that would make me re-think this. "Reiner, Bertholdt, this is all a big joke right? Well your taking it a bit far." I started to yell now. "Guys, this joke is, its not funny anymore." I screamed at them my voice cracking. My voice stopped and all I could say was "I trusted you. I trusted you. I trusted you." I repeated it over and over. Till my mouth stopped moving.

I didn't look up. I couldn't look up. Sasha and Mikado watched from a bit farther away. "I- I'm sorry Y/n" Bertholdt whispered . "but please come with us."

Mikado finally came in and sliced them. I looked at them finally. I put my hand on my mouth and screamed. It was muffled but I screamed. I cried and I screamed I held my hand on my mouth and cried. Tears rolled down my face onto my hand.

They transformed. They did it. Bertholdt was the colossal titan and Reiner was the armoured. Eden pushed me back to try and hide me from the blast but it didn't change anything. It wasn't the pain from the blast that was making me cry it was the pain from them breaking my trust that hurt the most.

I felt a hard feeling on my back and I was being moved. It was a titan the armoured  titan had grabbed me. I was flung into his mouth so quickly I didn't even know what happened. I passed out within a matter of seconds. Was I about to die? No, yes, maybe, why would I know?