Jean Kristen

Chapter 29

Small note she doesn't know that L/n is her last name so yeah. Also I kinda want to do a Kita x reader. (Also from haikyuu)

Reader POV

I wasn't sure how long I had been knocked out for but I heard voices in my head. Was it Levi and Eren? No, it sounded like a child. "L/N DON'T GO!" I heard. That name, L/n I knew it. I heard the voice again. "L/n what did you do." They kept coming back. I couldn't see who was saying them. It was just black. "L/n you shouldn't have done that." The voice said again. Then I saw something. It was a person in the distance. They came closer and closer.

"Do you blame yourself?" The voice said. "W-what?" I whispered back. It was Oluo. Petra came up behind him. "It's quite common in this situation for a patient to feel a sort of... guilt" she said to me. "What situation?" I asked again. "The accident." She answered. Her dead body flashed before me as did Oluo's. I saw there death. It was... horrible I started to breath heavily and starting to cry.

  I woke up just at that time. Breathing heavily and I had tears in my eyes. I put my hand up to my mouth covering it and I cried even more. Was it my fault? Why wasn't I there? Why did they have to go? I put one of my hands on my pins. Petra... Oluo..... Gunther.... Eld..... I'm sorry. 

I felt a hand on my shoulder. I turned around and saw Levi. He looked at me he eyes wide open. "W-were you just crying?" He asked. "I-I don't know..." I whispered. I looked up at him wiping my tears. I looked around "I-is A-Armin?" I asked him. "He's fine," he looked back at Eren and Armin talking. I relaxed completely letting my head fall back.

Once I opened my eyes and looked up at the sky. The sun was blacked by a face, Jean. "Thank god your ok," I whispered. He let out a sigh and smiled. I let my eyes droop a bit. I searched through the small amount of people for Erwin and Hange. I came across Hange behind me but I couldn't see Erwin. "Relax just get some sleep." Levi said from behind me. I closed my eyes and relaxed a bit. I felt a hand around my hand. They had a tight grip on me. It was calming, I squeezed back.