Chapter 30

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Okay so I would just like to apologise for not updating! I've been really busy finishing the homework my teachers gave me for the past week. It's like Harry Potter! Like when all the professors give Harry, Ron Hermione loads of homework and they can't finish it! But I have about a few more stacks left to do. So yeah... But on a happier note I'm putting the OTRA tour on here so I know nothing about an actual tour. So here you have ...

CHAPTER 30!!
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Alex's POV

We are in Australia. Harry's birthday was a few days ago and I cried. I just couldn't do it without crying. But then I made him cry because he saw me crying.. So the whole day was filled with tears. Today the guys were going to put on their first concert for the On The Road Again Tour and excited. We are currently in the hotel room getting ready to go to the pool. No one else is staying over here, so we got the pool to ourselves. I'm wearing one of Harry's giant white shirts with my black bathing suit underneath. It looked like I was wearing black undergarments. But oh well. The shirt is very see through. I just put it on so I wouldn't have to walk out half naked. It was long enough to cover my scars, which I still haven't told Harry about. "Alex?" Harry barged into the hotel room, in trunks and his hair in a ponytail. "What?" I asked. "We're going get your stuff."

"Wait! Let me put on some shorts!" I quickly ran to my bag and put on some shorts with Harry still standing in the doorway. He laughed. "Are you really going to put on shorts now?" He chuckled. "Yes!" I scoffed and reached for my bag on the bed. I slung it over my shoulder and walked out of the room with Harry by my side. "You're like a mini Perrie with blue and black hair." Niall chuckled. "Shut up!" I snapped. Dylan laughed and walked towards me. "You ready?" He asked taking a sip of water. I nodded. I wasn't wearing any makeup because it would look like I just gotten over a bad break up. We walked down into the lobby, where the people there weren't expecting me to come out like this. I brushed it off. We walked towards the pool making a small talk. "That's not what I'm saying! Niall's just really fun to be around!" I shook my head. Harry and Dylan were arguing about who was Dylan's favourite. "But what about me? I'm just as fun as Niall!" Liam interrupted the morons. I sat my bag down on a chair and took off my shorts, making sure no one was watching. Lou was here with Lux and Tom. So was Josh, Sandy, Jon, and Dan. I allows over to where Lou was sitting. "Hey, babe! How're things?" She asked putting sunscreen. "Not mu-" I couldn't finish my sentence because I got thrown into the water. I quickly swam to the top to see Dylan laughing. I swam to where he was, slung him over my shoulder and jumped in with him.

I swam to the top to see Dylan glaring at me. I laughed. Harry swam over to us, and wrapped his arms around me. Then Harry whispered something in my ear that made my heart drop. "Why are there red slashes on your thighs?" Dylan's eyes widened, obviously because he thought I told Harry. "There is a time and place to discuss this matter," I whispered. "And now is not the time." I snapped. "We'll talk later." He spoke. I nodded. I wish he didn't see my scars...
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I jogged to the room I shared with Dylan, not wanting to have the 'talk' with Harry. I got to my room, dropped my bag and was about to lock the door when Harry barged into the room. It's harder to call him Dad now. I feel like Harry is what I'm going to have to call him from now on. "What Harry?" I spat. He looked taken back a little but nonetheless still kept a blank face. "You know why I'm here." His voice shaky. I narrowed my eyes. "Just please leave." I pleaded. "No. Tell me why you have red slashes on your thighs!" He said a little more forcefully. "Fine then! I'll leave!" I tried to walk past but he wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Just tell me!" He spat. I wiggled out of his grip. "They're old! It was before Christmas! It shouldn't even matter now!" I shouted. "It shouldn't matter? It fucking matters Alex! Do you think I love seeing your scarred body? Do you think I love seeing you cry? Do you think I put up with your bullshit because I have to? No! Alright, I fucking hate it! I do everything for you because I care about you! Now tell me why you have new scars!" He demanded. A lump rose in my the throat. I grabbed the pillow and through it at him. "You!" I kept on throwing things at him. "It's all because of you! I'm sorry you have to put up with all of this! But that's the way it is now!" I spat before running out of the room into the bathroom, where I fell on my knees sobbing looking for a sharp object.

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A/N

So I know the chapter is REALLY short but I'm trying to put a few updates here and there! I might update today or tomorrow, I'm going to try to make the next chapter longer so yeah! I also put Through The Dark on here because I think it really goes with the chapter.

Ilysm 😘❤💋 wear a smile my Beautiful Warriors!!

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