My Hero

Chapter 42

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Hey guys! I hope you are having a great day, mines shit but oh well. Here ya have...

CHAPTER 42!!

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Alex's POV

I took a seat next to Harry. His breathing was coming back to normal and he was about to go to sleep, when Niall burst through the door. "Hey guys, do you want to go out and eat? Everyone's said yes, we're just waiting on you two."

"We'll p- We're going." Harry interrupted me. "You need to rest." I stated. "I don't want to at the moment. Let's go." Harry threw the covers off himself. I huffed. Harry managed a small smile that quickly disappeared.

I actually didn't care where we were going.

Anywhere but here is fine. I had to do something first. "I'm going to the bathroom." Harry and I said at the same time. "Alright, we'll wait by the door.Liam said sitting down on the nearby chair. Harry must've known what I was going to do and instantly lost his tan.

I gave him a sharp look and turned, heading for the bathroom Harry was in moments before. I left the room and walked into the hallway, leading me to the bathroom.

"Alex? What're you doing?" Harry asked as I took all the blades from under the sink. "Stop! I need those." Harry shouted trying to get them from my hands. I looked from the blades to him at least six times.

I started to roll my sleeve up to my elbow, on both arms. I took one of the blades from my hands and made one cut on each wrist. "How many cuts do have on your arms Harry?" I cried. "I've got all fucking day!" I shouted when he didn't answer.

"Why'd you do that?" His voice shaky. "If you cut, I'll do it to. I don't want to see anymore cuts on your arm. If you do then I'll do the same but double them." tears started to well up in my eyes. "No, I won't let you do this." Harry shook his head.

"Watch me."

I pushed Harry out of the bathroom and quickly locked the door. I grabbed one of the razors that fell and started to make harsh cuts on my arms and thighs. I was so caught up in doing this that I didn't notice the pounding on the door or that I was yelling out in pain.

Tears were freely flowing down my face and fell onto my dress. I then heard a loud bang and in came a crying Harry, helping me off the floor. I was soaked in blood and barely conscious. "Baby, I need you to stay with me. I can't lose you. Not now, not ever." Harry tried to say choking back sobs.

Everything was a blur at this point, I saw moving figures and a heard yelling muffled screams. What if after this, I don't wake up? What if I die tonight? Millions of things just kept popping up in my mind and I couldn't think straight.

I need to live. I need to live.

I tried my best to stay awake but after a few minutes my eyelids grew to heavy, and everything was dark.