The One

The One (32)

Hi my readers :D

Was the last chapter depressing enough?

MUAHAHA.

Anyway, this is gonna be in Steve's POV from after he told Maxine he has a tumour.

Okay so let's start!

And yes, that means its gonna be a looooong chapter. I might break it into two parts.

Steve POV

After I left Maxine's room, I went back to my own dorm and paced up and down the room, thinking furiously.

I had told her that I would break up with Felicia, but the thing was, how?

And as if thinking of a way to break up with her wasn't hard enough, I honestly didn't know if I could do it.

That's the reason I always remained a player; so that I wouldn't end up in this situation.

Players didn't need to worry about these kind of matters.

Players didn't need to think how to break someone's heart, they just did it.

Players...

Players...?

I think... I've got it.

I sat on my bed, setting out the plan bit by bit.

"Steve? Earth to Steve!"

Someone shook my shoulders roughly. My mind woke up from its trance and I looked around, startled. I was so caught up in planning that I was totally oblivious to the fact that Felicia was sitting next to me now. "Huh? What? What happened?"

Felicia laughed, a sound that I was going to miss, and pinched my cheeks. "You were spacing out."

"Oh... Was I?" I said distractedly, concentrating on thinking up a plan more than really listening to her.

How did she end things with Damien? Simple, because he was cheating on her.

So... That meant that basically all I had to do was to...

"Hello? You've been acting weird all day long!" said Felicia vaguely, but I didn't pay much attention to it.

I honestly don't know how I'm really going to break her heart.

I stood up, frustrated. "I can't do this," I said. Every time I think of how I would be ending things with her, her smile just flashes through my face and it's so frustrating.

As if it isn't hard enough ending things with her without her image flooding through my mind to constantly remind me that I'm being such an asshole.

I walked out of my room, slamming the door shut in annoyance.

"Yo Steve, why so down, man?" One of the basketballers greeted me.

"Dude, are you wearing perfume?" I wrinkled my nose in disgust.

"Captain, it's called deodorant," said my fellow mate.

"Here's some really good advice for you. Don't ever wear that deodorant again. It makes you smell like a chick," I said.

"Am I a pretty chick?" he grinned.

"You look like shit. Now get lost."

"Ouch," he winced. "C'mon Captain, it's not even basketball season, don't have to be such an ass."

"Where are you going with that perf - I mean, deodorant anyway?" I asked curiously.

He smirked. "Well, since it's practically impossible to bang any chicks here because of you, I'm going to a party to find some chick to get."

"She'd probably think you're lesbian."

"Anyway," he continued, totally ignoring my insult, "I wasn't gonna bring you since that would reduce my chances of getting laid for the night to practically zero, but you sound so down, and I'm such an awesome team mate, so let's go, Captain!"

  ~*~*~*~

Within five minutes of the party, my "awesome team mate" had disappeared. 

I went to the kitchen to refill my drink again, sighing. I just wanted to forget about everything, and stop thinking about anything.

If only I didn't have this disease, I'd probably be back at school with Felicia, probably watching some chick flick at one of our rooms.

I went to hang around the living room and breathed out exasperatedly. A girl came up to me and smiled.

"Hey," she said.

"Hi," I said nonchalantly.

Then my eyes spotted Felicia coming out of the kitchen and I stared at her in shock. She looked amazing, well, she always did, but that wasn't gotten me so shocked.

What was she doing here?!

Suddenly her eyes riveted around the room and I thought of my plan immediately.

Sorry, whoever you are, I thought as I grabbed the girl and smashed my lips onto her.

Ugh, what the fuck did she drink?!

I could feel Felicia's eyes on me.

I broke lip contact with the girl, thankfully, trying to ignore the way she clung onto my shirt so tightly, and the way she was breathing down my neck.

I tried to ignore the thought of Felicia that were uncontrollably flowing into my mind now. I tried not to compare how much better it felt when I was kissing Felicia. I tried not to think about how wrong all this was.

I grabbed the girl and let her lead me upstairs. I heard Felicia running after me, and I was so tempted to just stop right there.

But I didn't. I contrinued walking with some unknown girl hanging by my side. The girl opened the door, leading me in.

And the last sight I saw of Felicia was when the door was closing, with her eyes full of tears as she looked at us.

And then, everything went black.

END OF CHAPTER

I'm lazy to write the rest... because im tired and its liike OH GOSH ITS 2.44AM :OOO 

Next chapter is the breakup sceeeeeeeene in Steve's POv, this should be in-ter-res-ting.

MUAHAHAHA.

so it wasnt a long chapter after all, and i did break it into two parts after all.

AND, THIS IS SPECIALLY FOR INDHU&JAMEELA.

YOU TWO WILL NOT SHOW UP AT MY CLASSROOM, CHASING ME AROUND BECAUSE I BROKE THEM UP.