suck my dick (jihan smvt)

12.

cw// smut (1/2)

jeonghan passed jisoo an object he had never seen before or knew how it was used so he stared at it trying not to look confused making the other chuckle "yeah, whatever, you don't do drugs, good for you" he said sarcastically "but actually, you don't do anything really" he said and took a hit from his pipe

he exhaled the smoke making jisoo cough as usual and then continued speaking "i mean, you don't smoke, curse, go out to parties, have sex, not even touch yourself, it's like you're not even living, because it's totally respectable and valid when someone doesn't want to do that stuff, but you're just holding yourself from doing it and having fun, even though you clearly want to do it" he said tiredly

jisoo rolled his eyes and looked away "whatever" he said quietly

"yeah, 'whatever' that's what you say, but the more i spend time with you, the more i know it's not just 'whatever' for you, you want more for yourself, i can tell that this life is slowly driving you insane, that's why you keep telling me to leave you alone but we both know you don't want that" he said

jisoo gulped and then glared at jeonghan while looking at him sideways "you don't know that" he said in almost a whisper again

"but i do" the older replied "by the way you look at me sometimes, i can tell it's not only anger that you're shooting at me with those eyes" he smirked

jisoo wanted to say something but knew the other was right

"and it has gotten more intense ever since that day, we both know that, i know that you haven't stopped thinking about me every single night wishing i was here with you, and that troubles you because you keep trying to make yourself believe that you're the purest person on earth, it troubles you to think how much you want me inside of you or to feel yourself inside me, you don't care, you just crave that feeling, even if it's just a kiss, you want me, and every single day you get worse at hiding it"

when he finished talking he turned to look at jisoo and smirked at the sight of him all hot and bothered "just give up on that innocent fantasy of yours jisoo" he came closer with his face and took his index finger to trace it slowly from his chin to his neck and all the way down to his collarbones feeling him fail miserably trying to control his breathing "we could have so much fun without it" he continued in almost a whisper and stayed still staring into his eyes with a look full of tension just waiting eagerly for his response and hearing both of their breathings

jisoo who was hard as a rock and couldn't control his breath anymore got lost in jeonghan's eyes while still making intense eye contact and licked his lips before looking at the other's

"god" he whispered out of breath and without any notice, he clashed their lips together only to start fighting violently for dominance, jeonghan won quickly and bit the other's lip making him gasp slightly

jisoo moved his body to sit on jeonghan's lap while still making out with him and his breath hitched when the other pushed him down the bed to make him lie below him

the older moved his mouth to kiss his neck since he saw the other clearly enjoying it the other day, he sucked on his skin as he kissed it and then pulled down his shirt to expose his collarbones even more and started kissing them too making him pant heavily

"we can take this to the next level, you just have to say so" jeonghan whispered with a low voice

jisoo tilted his head backwards and took a deep shaky breath while closing his eyes and then gulped hesitating a bit before opening his eyes and staring at jeonghan who was waiting for him to reply as he stared at his face with an eager expression

he looked away again and tilted his head back before whimpering "so" he said lightly

the older chuckled lightly and lifted the other's shirt up making him tense up at being uncovered and caressed his chest watching him ark his back slightly

"jesus fuck, you're so touch deprived" he said and clicked his tongue while touching his chest gently "i can do so much stuff to you and you'll feel probably two times the pleasure" he then took his hands to the younger's nipples and caressed them with his fingers in a circular matter feeling them harden

jisoo let out a short and barely audible high pitched moan that sounded more like a whimper and grabbed a handful of the bedsheets tightly

jeonghan pressed harder and started going faster as he felt the other's pants get tighter each second, jisoo who had been looking away all that time suddenly tilted his head to look at him and quickly turned away the second they made eye contact with a flustered face

now a whimpering mess, the younger bit his bottom lip slightly and felt his breath hitch when the other made their crotches rub against each other lightly

as much as jeonghan liked teasing the other, he decided it was enough torture and stopped touching him making him let out a shaky breath

he tugged on the other's pants and then slid them down with his underwear completely removing them and then proceeded with his shirt leaving him completely exposed

then he realized he was fully clothed so he also took off his clothes and chuckled "now we're even"

it was jisoo's second time seeing jeonghan naked but this time on purpose so he tried to look away feeling awkward "can you maybe dim the lights?" he said shyly

the older smirked but stood up and dimmed the lights almost completely leaving the minimum amount of light, they weren't able to see each other properly but still their silhouettes and just a little bit of their faces

"this might hurt a bit" jeonghan said as he spread the younger's legs

jisoo never imagined having sex for the first time would hurt, the sex education classes he took in high school had failed him, but after the older finished prepping him he was feeling much better

since they didn't have lube, precum would have to suffice, jeonghan bit his lip before entering him slowly

"ow" the younger said and tensed up

the other just bit his lip harder and waited for him to get used to the feeling "tell me if it hurts too much" he said

after a few seconds jisoo wrapped his arms around his neck and gulped before nodding "move" he said