suck my dick (jihan smvt)

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jisoo's mood was ruined, he couldn't help but feel insanely sad everytime the other told him about his past, he felt like throwing up and crying at how ugly the world could get even when his past wasn't that pretty either

"hey, no jisoo" jeonghan chuckled "if you get so sad at everything i tell you i won't be able to tell you anything without you falling into a deep depression" he joked trying to cheer him up

jisoo just sighed and hugged him "i know it's no big deal for you because comedy and not processing the situation is your defense mechanism towards all the horrible things that have happened to you, but even if it sounds corny, i'm here for you, nothing bad will happen to you ever again if you're by my side" he said hugging him tightly

jeonghan made a confused expression as he felt a pang of pain on his chest, something he hadn't felt in years and just gulped not knowing what kind of spell jisoo had just put on him to make him suddenly feel stuff, but just pulled himself together and cleared his throat before giggling "it's okay jisoo, it really doesn't affect me" he said and tried to change the subject when realization hit him "wait, did you just say before that i knew 'nearly' all your sexual history, do you have any other experience?" he asked excitedly

jisoo smiled mischievously and lied down on the bed "i had sex today" he confessed while staring at the ceiling

the other violently chocked on air and opened his eyes in shock "what the hell? who with?" he asked suprisedly and excitedly, not feeling jealous at all

"seungcheol, and if i'm being honest, i regret not doing it earlier, it was- i literally passed out" he sat up with a tiny smirk

"give me all the details, was he good? how good? what crazy stuff did he do? he looks like he's rough, did you bottom? is he as big as he gives size vibes?" the older shot questions quickly

"han, when i say he blew my mind i mean it, i discovered kinks i didn't know i had, i cried from pleasure, of course he was good but i have to admit i probably passed out because of something else" he chuckled "he did do crazy stuff but only because i liked it and even asked for it" he said and licked lip with an embarrassed smile

"JUST SPILL IT SHUA" jeonghan said desperately, the truth was that he didn't feel bad about jisoo having sex with someone else, even though he liked him, he wasn't insecure and had always thought about people he liked that way, monogamous relationships weren't really this thing, even if they weren't even in a relationship and had just agreed they were 'friends'

"okay, well i kind of discovered i have a breathing kink, like- chocking, and that i also enjoy pressure on other body parts and, well- yeah" he said a little shyly

"this is- how come you never told me this? did you really just discover it today?" the other asked

"i really did, and it was the best thing ever, you should do it with him sometime, i swear he's a genius" jisoo said

"jisoo, we have to try doing that stuff it's-" he stopped himself a little awkwardly "well i mean- not right now if you're still upset or anything" he said insecurely

the younger raised an eyebrow "come on, we called it a truce, forget about all that" he said "i'm still pretty sore but i guess a quick one wouldn't hurt" he chuckled and started unbuckling his belt "you should really consider my suggestion about seungcheol, i swear it'll be amazing" he said

jeonghan clicked his tongue "why not a threeway? i doubt he wouldn't be down for it since he was the first one to suggest it" he said

"threeway? he actually did suggest that, and i mean- not like you don't know but i have never done that" he said

"well i guess there's always a first time for everything" jeonghan chuckled as he grabbed the other by the chin to kiss him hungrily feeling the other immediately kiss back and start undressing himself