suck my dick (jihan smvt)

10.

two weeks since the mingyu and seungkwan incident had passed and if the sexual tension between them both was bad before, it was even worse now

jisoo was home just laying down on his bed using his phone when he suddenly started feeling sleepy so he locked it and yawned before closing his eyes

he didn't know how much time he had been asleep until he suddenly sat up and saw jeonghan entering the door with the outfit he had worn the other day that made it so hard not to stare the whole school day

"it's okay, you can stare" jeonghan said with a little smirk

jisoo was incredibly nervous "it's okay?" he mumbled to himself as he stared at the floor trying to avoid eye contact when suddenly jeonghan grabbed his chin with his thumb and index finger to turn his head upwards so he could face him

he had a full smirk on his lips that unknowngly drove jisoo crazy and licked his lips "you can look" he said making jisoo shoot himself up to stand and go directly for his lips

they started making out intensely and jeonghan pulled on his hair making him groan and slightly separated their lips evey few seconds to feel the tension between then even better hearing their heavy breathing

unconsciously, jisoo started sitting down on the bed bringing jeonghan with him and pulling him down

they broke the kiss with a moan and jeonghan grabbed his wrist tightly "you're so hot" he said

jisoo was about to go in to continue the kiss when fear took ever him making him wake up

he sat up quickly with wide eyes while panting violently and even sweating a little feeling a painful sensation on his crotch

he looked down at it and pressed his lips together, he felt awful when he saw he was hard so he stood up uncomfortably trying not to think about anything or looking at it but with that painful feeling

some years back whenever he used to have any type of thoughts like those he would be beaten if anyone found out and even if no one found out he would punish himself, but now that a lot of things were different he just chose to ignore them

"i musn't" he whispered to himself remembering what used to happen and fearing someone could read his mind and punish him

ever since the day with the restroom incident, his dreams had been getting more constant and they were nearly always with jeonghan, he also got random boners from tiny things not knowing it was because he was touch deprived, even by himself, which of course he had never touched himself

he closed his eyes and made an exasperated sound before taking a deep breath and going inside the bathroom seizing the opportunity that his parents weren't home

he turned on the water and made sure it was cold so he quickly took off his clothes and got in feeling the cold water hit his skin making him hiss in pain in that area

after a couple of minutes he looked down and it had calmed down but then realized his balls were blue making him widen his eyes and quickly look away

he washed his hair and body as he tried to ignore what he had just seen and then covered himself with a towel

as soon as he got out of the shower he grabbed his phone and googled what the blue color meant and he wasn't very surprised from what it said but he was very ashamed so he just closed what he had looked for and cleared his history

he put on some clothes comfortable enough for him to sleep in and decided to sleep anyways since it was already getting dark but just hoped he didn't have any more dreams

-

"you know what you need? you need to get railed" jeonghan said with a chuckle

jisoo rolled his eyes and took a sip from his strawberry milk trying not to look flustered because his mind immediately went to the dream he had the day before

"what? you know you do, i mean, there's literally no other reason why someone could always be in such a mood, i mean post nut clarity is something else, you have no clarity at all, i can't even imagine how frustrated you are" jeonghan teased him and giggled at him just looking away expressionless but seeing the tip of his ears turning red

"whatever" the younger said and cleared his throat before taking another sip from his milk

jeonghan giggled and stared at him in awe wondering when the day would come in which the other would stop saying that annoying word