suck my dick (jihan smvt)

45.

after they finished, they were staring at the ceiling panting a little flustered because it had felt amazing, more amazing than any other time and not just in a sexual way, they felt all warm inside, just loved and content

jeonghan didn't know he had always wanted to do what he did next, but as soon as he did, he realized it

he wrapped his arm around jisoo's waist and snuggled close to him

jisoo was a little shocked but pleased so he just smiled lightly and snuggled closer enjoying his boyfriend's embrace then turned his body to face him and hug him better

jeonghan smiled at him and gently pecked his cheek making him giggle, and then with his hand very carefully caressed his waist and then leg, not in a sexual way, just caressing him and expressing his love and adoration through touch

the other looked deep into his eyes and noticed his glance was different, he was definitely falling in love, so he leaned in to peck him gently and then caressed his cheek softly with his thumb making the other slightly flinch

"i know this is a little unlike me because i'm not that touchy but i do enjoy when you touch me and i feel guilty that maybe i don't touch you as mu-" he was interrupted by jeonghan

"it's okay soo, your love language is not touching, i don't mind" he said gently and grabbed his wrist before pecking it and resting it on his neck

"i think i'm better with gestures and words" jisoo grinned and then saw jeonghan close his eyes to enjoy the moment so he did the same as he felt the older still caressing his skin realizing that maybe that wasn't his way to show love, but he did really enjoy receiving it

he didn't even know he felt it before or why it just came out of nowhere but without even thinking, his mouth spoke for itself "i love you"

jeoenghan's eyes flew open and looked at him in shock "you love me?" he asked not believing the situation and wanting to hear it a second time

jisoo was just as surprised as him but didn't regret what he had just said "yeah, i do love you" he said happily as he opened his eyes to look at jeonghan "i'm glad i know that now"

the older looked at him lovingly "i love you too" he said and leaned in to peck his lips again in pure bliss

they made eye contact for a few seconds afterwards but it wasn't awkward, then jisoo suddenly licked his lips a little nervously and turned around not facing jeonghan making him frown slightly "everything okay?" he asked

but the younger just chuckled a little embarrassedly "i- can you please maybe- cuddle me?" he said and felt his cheeks heating up

jeonghan giggled sweetly "you're the cutest" he said as he hugged him from behind trying not to be too surprised at jisoo wanting to be the little spoon

they were so comfortable, jisoo hummed "we should've been cuddling like this since the first time we had sex, this is so pleasing and nice, aftercare is so important " he said and caressed his own cheek with jeonghan's hand that was resting near his face

the older giggled "maybe if we didn't hate each other and ourselves at the time, we could've" he said

"good point" jisoo chuckled as he felt his boyfriend playing with his hair "but if we hadn't hated each other and ourselves at the time, we would've never loved each other or ourselves either" he continued

jeonghan hummed "i'm so lucky" he said tenderly while his mind went back to all the times he had felt lost, when he couldn't stay sober, when he was abused, or when he hurt himself, realizing those memories had no more power over him or jisoo anymore

"yeah, i guess we both are, but it's not all luck, we had to work very hard to get here, survive so much horrible shit, i think we deserve some credit as well" jisoo replied as he snuggled closer to his boyfriend

"thank you for being born" jeonghan said as he caressed jisoo's shoulder softly with a soft smile "i love you so much" he continued as he closed his eyes and yawned feeling himself drift off to sleep

"i love you too" the younger replied and kissed jeonghan's hand that was lazily resting on his shoulder feeling sleepy as well

"let's stay this way forever" jeonghan said already half asleep as he snuggled closer to the person he loved the most in the whole world

"jisoo was pure, jeonghan was determined to change that"
- suck my dick (jihan)

the end!:) it took me more than three whole years to finish this book oh my god, i can't believe it's over, i hope you guys liked it and stay tuned for my new books which will also be jihan, sending you guys lot's of love, thank you reading this<3

epilogue coming soon!