Only One (Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter 34

Chapter 34

*Harry's Pov*

"YOU FUCKING IDIOT!" Poppy yelled at me pulling Rachael off me, thank god!

Rachael smirked, "FUCK OFF YOU RAT!" Poppy yelled.

"Ok" Rachael laughed, walking away.

"OH MY FUCKING GOD!" Poppy yelled at me.

"Calm down babe" Jordan said stroking her back.

"No! I'm not even gonna start on you" Poppy said as she flinched away from him. "Why? Why would you do that?" Poppy asked "she loved you"

I tried to find the words to say but couldn't, "I, I... I tried to pull away" I said stupidly.

"Complete utter bullshit" she said disgusted "she thought you were different and so did I. How could you do that? Why would you do that? You hurt her, you really did"

"I know..." was all I could say. I could feel the pain in my chest, I hurt my perfect princess... I'm a monster.

"Are you serious?" Poppy asked "you don't even care?"

"Of course I care! She's my everything! I love her!" I shouted my thoughts, "I would never intend on hurting her... I would never... But I did..."

Poppy looked at me shocked, "you did Harry, but why?" she softened her voice.

"I, I don't know... Rachael came up to me when everyone came out of detention and kissed me..." I said.

"Why didn't you pull away?"

"I tried to but she wouldn't nudge and if I pushed her harder she would hurt herself by falling on the ground" I sniffed as tears formed in my eyes.

"So you decide to stab your girlfriend in the heart instead of pushing that dumb slut away?" Poppy asked raising her voice a little but toned it down at the last second.

"No, I, I don't know... I'm stupid" I said, sliding down the wall and sitting down. I broke down in tears, what did I just do? How can I hurt my princess? HARRY YOU IDIOT! Harry... She was the first one to call me that... I should've just pushed her off me! I'm an idiot! Why am I such an idiot?

"He didn't mean to hurt her" Jordan added in.

"And why didn't you help?" Poppy questioned.

Jordan didn't reply to her question, "I'm sorry" he said.

"I know you are, but you could've done something" Poppy said as Jordan hugged her. I zoned out of their conversation and looked down. Something shiny caught my eye and leaned forward for a closer look. There on the grass was the ring I had given Selena, the ring which I had promise to protect her with, but instead I was the one who hurt her... I grabbed it and held it close to my chest. Why was I such an idiot? I hurt my princess and I'm just sitting here...

I got up, catching Jordan and Poppy's attention. "Do you know where she is?" I sniffed. Poppy shook her head sadly. More tears slid down my face as I ran towards Selena's house. I had to make everything better. I would never love anyone as much as I love Selena, I can't believe I would be the one hurting her... I'm such an idiot...