Only One (Harry Styles fanfic)

Chapter 17

Chapter 17

I dug my head deeper into the pillow, clenching it hard. How can I do this? How can I do this to Harry? My head had laid in the pillow for more than an hour now, the guilt torturing me. Should I tell Harry? It's what a good girlfriend would do, but what if he doesn't forgive me? What if he hates me? The more I thought, the more guilt built up in my stomach. I was clueless in what I was supposed to do.

I wanted to call Poppy, but what if she doesn't understand? What if she doesn't know what to do? Poppy is always here for me but she never knew what to do. I'm in need of someone to talk to! Should I tell Harry? It's not my fault... Who am I kidding? It is my fault, it's my fault for not pulling away fast enough. "I need someone to talk to" I whispered to myself. I grabbed my phone and texted Liam "have time for a phone call?".

My phone rang as the sound of Harry's perfect voice went off. My stomach dropped, I answered the phone with no idea how to explain everything to Liam. "Selena, are you ok? What's up?" he asked.

I took a breath, "I, I don't know how to explain but I'm not alright, I feel terrible. I feel like I'm the worst person in the world!" I said, almost crying. It wasn't my first time cheating but Harry was my first love. I have never loved anyone more than I have loved Harry. I couldn't believe it.

"Selena, tell me what's wrong! Take the time to explain, it couldn't be that bad. Please tell me Selena, I can help" Liam said through the phone.

"Niall... He kissed me" I said pausing "and I didn't pull away, not fast enough anyway".

"Selena, that's nothing trust me, Harry will understand. It's not your fault, really, it isn't" Liam said caringly.

"Well what if he doesn't? What if he starts to hate me? What if he dumps me? He can do so much better, why me?" I spat out, tears forming in my eyes. The thought of Harry leaving was the worst thought. I love him, I really do.

Liam sighed, "Selena, the way Harry looks at you is like the way I used to look at Danni... The same eyes and the same love... You know that I would take Danni back without a doubt, no matter what she has done I would take her back, if I had the chance to... I think Harry would too. He really loves you, I'm sure he'll forgive you and understand" he said with emotions in his voice.

"Well, I should tell him then? But when?" I said.

"Me and Lou are thinking about going to the beach tomorrow and inviting you all. So what if you tell him there?" Liam suggested.

I thought about it for a minute, "yeah" I said exhaling all my feelings.

"Well it's settled, I'll text you the details but please don't worry Selena, everything will be fine, trust me" Liam said.

"Ok and thank you Liam, you made me feel much better" I said.

"No problem, love you Sel" he said.

"Love you too" I said.

"Take care" he said.

"You too" I said hanging up. Liam always had a way to make me feel better. That's why he's my best friend.