my dove. ||𝐬. 𝐬𝐧𝐚𝐩𝐞||

•11• {the day i gave my all to you}

A/N: this chapter is purely smut. SO UHM ENJOY ONG HSJAHA

renee walked into severus' room. not bothering to knock, she was too upset. she watched as he just laid in bed on his phone, twirling his wand through his fingers.

"severus, i miss you. and i'm sorry, you know that," she said looking at him, with tears in her eyes. her emotions were a mix of anger and sadness, but also anxiety. she couldn't lose him, truly, she couldn't lose him. he ignored her continuing to scroll through social media on his phone.

"severus did you hear me? i said i'm sorry," she said again. hesitating to walk over to him and demand his attention or not to. she needed him. right there, right now. she always needed him. he continued to ignore her. she walked over to him. standing in front of him, pulling him up, having his face at her face level.

"can you just- please. severus, i'm so-" she stopped abruptly. he roughly placed his cold fingers on renees face. he studied her face for a bit. he thought she was stunning. she was one of the only girl he'd ever like. she was special. she maybe didn't realize it but something about her was everything he ever wanted; everything he ever needed. her. he needed her.

he kissed her roughly and passionately. she couldn't help but give in, her tears running down her face as she kissed him back. he pulled her on top of his lap, not breaking the kiss. this wasn't like any other makeout, this was special. it was different. it was something. renee pulled away. looking up and down between severus' eyes and his lips.

"are you sure you want this, i-i don't want to be the one to," renee started. severus broke her off with a kiss. he pulled away.

"i want this. more than anything, i want this. do you want this?" he asked. she nodded her head. renee had slight tears in her eyes still, the tears recently dropped still leaving slight marks on her cheeks. she wasn't terrified, or hurt, she was in love. her heart ached when she wasn't with severus but when they were together she was on cloud nine. she loved him like she could never hate him, loved him like she would never love again.

"i want this," renee finally said. he smiled at her, it didn't last long however.

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with those words, severus flipped renee onto the bed. kissing her more messy than before, he was needy. he held down her wrists above her head with one hand, while the other held renees neck closer to him.

"the muggle couldnt love you like i do, renee. you're mine, all mine," he said, unpinning her down to unclothe her. "let everyone else know whos' you are, slut. say it, 'i'm all your severus. i'm your slut," he demanded, as he looked at her with nothing but her bra and underwear on. she just whimpered.

he grabbed her neck, gripping it tightly, "i said, say it," he said. letting go of his grip a little bit. his other hand going down to her underwear as he rubbed her clit through it.

"i-i'm all yours severus, i'm your slut," she said quietly. he tightened his grip and rubbed faster.

"scream it, let everyone know," he pushed her underwear aside and quickly fingered her with two fingers. refusing to allow her to adjust. this was passion and anger. everything severus wanted to let out before, this is how he's doing it. she threw her head back in pleasure, she was whimpering and moaning non-stop.

"i-..." she rolled her eyes back, enjoying the pleasure. he looked at the beautiful mess he created.

"use your words, slut," he said, pumping his fingers faster than before.

renee couldn't take it anymore (PLEASE IM SORRY BUT PLEASE). "IM YOURS SEVERUS, IM YOUR SLUT!" she yelled out, releasing on his fingers. he stared at her, satisfied, but not quite finished yet.

"good girl. you're so beautiful, look at you," he smiles at her. he really did think she was beautiful. even in this state, with her hair clinging to her face and her barely catching her breath.

"severus please... i need you," she said, pleading almost. he let out a sly chuckle, standing up.

"shush now, darling. i'm right here," he said taking off his clothes. "now how badly do you need me?" he darkly spoke.

renee could feel herself getting more and more hungry for him. "i need you so badly, severus. do what you want. make me yours," she said seductively. he put his hand on her chin, moving it down her jawline and to her neck. he placed a tight grip on it, picking her up off the bed and putting her down in front of him.

"how did i get so lucky?" he smiled. he always had a cute sentimental moment, before lust filled his eyes once more. "get on your knees," he demanded.

"make me," she said, feeling bold. she could tell severus was angry, over everything. but, he wouldn't hurt her. right?

"did you hear what i said? i said get on," he kicked her legs beneath her. "your fucking knees," he said coldly. the only thing holding her up was his grip on her neck, which he let go off suddenly. leaving her, on her knees, in front of severus.

"you really need to learn how to appreciate things as they come," he said grabbing onto her cheeks. she clenched her thighs together in anticipation.

before she knew it, severus slammed himself into her. he moaned at the feeling of renee around him.

"you're so beautiful," he said pulling out, almost completely, before ramming himself back into her throat.

he made a makeshift ponytail, gripping on the her hair tightly. she moaned at the feeling, causing him to groan which sent vibrations. everytime she made a sound, he only wanted to fuck her more. he thrusted into her rougher and deeper into her throat. her nose faintly touching his lower abdomen each thrust.

he groaned, as renee felt tears fall down her cheeks. "f-fuck- suck me off you... s-slut," he moaned out. forcibly bobbing her head for her. she hallowed her cheeks, focusing on pleasuring him.

"f-fuck i'm going t-to come," he said. renees tears violently streaming down her face, as the feeling of severus' tip repeatedly hit the back of her throat. he slurred incoherent curses and words, as he knew he was at his peak.

"look at me, darling," he said, looking down at her, and her innocence. she opened her tear filled eyes, and stared into his eyes.

he smiled at the state she was in. her eyeliner was smudged, her tear stained cheeks, her eyes trying to focus on him but kept rolling back and closing. he stared at her, remembering his rage.

he pushed her head further than before, causing her to deep throat him. as he came in her mouth.

"swallow. all of it," he said pulling out. as he watched renee, swallow it all, wiping the spit from her chin and her tears from her cheeks.

"you're such a good girl, my dove," he said helping her up off her knees.

"are we okay now?" she said, speaking through the pain in the back of her throat from severus repeatedly hitting her there.

"i'm not finished," he said, calmly.

A/N: uh fuck it i'm gonna k drama the ending of this fucking book idc what any of you say 😡😡😡😡 anyways uh to be continued LDBWHWHHS