Dream(1)

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by vvienne18

by vvienne18

TW: killing, family issues, trauma, torture

A/N: Please don't normalize those kind of things, I made this for story only, so please leave if you can't take this. I warn you.

This will take parts.. I will try my best to make this better I'm sorry I'm still practicing.

(1) World is Fucking Unfair

Y/N's P.O.V

Word is unfair

why can't I live like a normal person

why do I deserve this

is this real?

am I dreaming?

wtf is this life

I'm Y/N and I'm 16 years old, I thought life will be beautiful, but I guess it's for some other lucky people.

I have a lot of childhood trauma since when I was 5 years old, After my mom and dad divorces my life sucks. I'm staying with my dad, my violent dad. Every day he will hurt me, he's saying some random shits about me, I tried to find some help but no one believes me. Every day I woke up I always find my dad drunk and he will get angry with me and he will start to hurt me. I have no friends I can't go outside, I don't go to school, My dad always lock me inside the closet when I'm naughty or if I will cry.

When I was 10 years old life became more cruel, my dad starts torturing me by locking me at closet, not letting me eat, and starting to cut my wrist, arm, and thighs.

When I was 15 is get a lot worse he's start touching me, everytime I woke up it's just getting worse and worse, I never been felt happiness, well sometimes but I don't know. This world is very worse and unfair. One year later my dad is very old, he stop hurting me but it doesn't mean my I feel better, I started to cut my self, and getting high just to feel numb to this fucking world. Also I can go outside my dad doesn't care any more. But it's weird I think I'm not my self anymore, like I feel crazy and numb.

Until one day I found out that my dad is dead, he was murdered, by me. I can't take this anymore. He made my life cruel. He's a monster. He deserve this.

Police found out, but they didn't know I killed him I found my ways, but they sent me to mental hospital. Because while they're suspecting they found a little diary about me saying that I'm sick and crazy. Well I don't fucking care maybe my life will get more better at the mental hospital than this fucking house to be honest.