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I thought we finally hit a groovewhere I could write you random thoughts
or say silly phrases
back in the beginning when none of this mattered
and I got giddy when I saw your name pop up
a heated rush to send you a reply
Now it's all nuanced words
with more time spent thinking about what to write
then actually writing it
I type and then edit and often delete
fretting over if my words are complete
I've lost myself trying to be myself
because it was your version of myself
that I was trying to live
I love you for who you are
I give you so many liberties
Can't you just love me in return?

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