of us

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I've been holding onto you for so long
I don't know how to forget.
For a year, a lifetime maybe
I've held onto the idea of us
and now I don't know any other way
each night I look at pictures of you
imagining us together
how our life would be
will be
I couldn't stop this nighttime routine
even if I wanted to
because it's such a part of me
like you are a part of me
when will I be a part of you?
When will I be someone that you miss
or someone who you can't live without?
The scars on my body, my heart, my mind
are the reminders of what you've done to me
but I still can't stop holding onto the idea
of us

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