I've been holding onto you for so long
I don't know how to forget.
For a year, a lifetime maybe
I've held onto the idea of us
and now I don't know any other way
each night I look at pictures of you
imagining us together
how our life would be
will be
I couldn't stop this nighttime routine
even if I wanted to
because it's such a part of me
like you are a part of me
when will I be a part of you?
When will I be someone that you miss
or someone who you can't live without?
The scars on my body, my heart, my mind
are the reminders of what you've done to me
but I still can't stop holding onto the idea
of us
YOU ARE READING
Invading every thought
PoetryA book of poetry. These are my words, written about love, desire, romance, heartbreak, and all the feelings in between. My thoughts don't have to be spoken to be known. A work in progress.