Tamisra techno X oc X dream

~3~ cold

~TRIGGER WARNING~umm i guess child   Neglection 

I was in my cell, I felt like a caged animal and I hated it. not being able to roam free, but being designated to one spot. only to die not knowing what awaits beyond the metal bars in front of you.my head was spinning like crazy, the whole world was spinning. I am extremely claustrophobic and the cell I was in did not help one bit.i want to leave immediately, but I still don't have a plan or a way I can get out.

~FLASHBACK~

"You're not leaving this room until I see that you're normal enough to get out." she slammed the door behind her. It was loud. It sounded like 2 pans coming together like they spent decades apart. The room was small. She didn't even bother leaving me a torch. 

Why was I in here? It was just a small fight. He hit me first. He called me weird, a monster. I'm not a monster an i? I can't be, it's just voices, it's normal right? other people hear them to right i can't be the only one in my village that hears them.

 i heard footsteps outside the door maybe she came to let me out. i mean i am her daughter she has to miss me. she wouldn't forget about me she loves me.

"keep telling yourself that"

"she hates you"

"she would give you up in a heartbeat"

"you don't know what love is, your just a weirdo a monster like he said"

"no that can't be true. she loves me she would never forget me or give me up.'' I was now muttering to myself in cold shaky breaths. i was trying my best to block what the voices said because deep down she had to love me at the end of the day.

  As soon as I heard footsteps outside the door I tried to say something, I wanted to leave the room."it's cold please let me out i've been in here for 6 hours.'' It didn't feel like six hours. It felt like ten minutes, but then again I did have the voices to talk to even if they were a little mean. I soon heard the footsteps stop " tristan?" i knew that voice but it wasn't hers.i felt my heart break into a thousand pieces, maybe she did forget about me maybe the voices were right.

I started hearing all the locks that held the door closed become unlocked. The door opened slowly to see my one and only best friend peeping his head through the small crack in the door.he reminded me of a pig from his pig like fetchers he didn't have a lot though only pig like ears and very pink hair.

~END OF FLASHBACK~

i was brought out of my thoughts by 3 pairs of footsteps im guessing it was the 3 men i tried to get away from in the forest. i soon heard the small squeaks coming from the door meaning the door was opening. "Why are you crying?" George asked as if he was genuinely concerned, to be honest I didn't even know myself.i didn't want to look up at them, I didn't want them to see me like this, weak. I was disgusted with myself. I haven't cried since I first left my village.

i stood up from my position so i won't have to look up to them. I was no longer going to tolerate having emotions, and then getting in my way. "we have a proposition for you" the green man said with no emotion in his voice and taking a step closer to me.

 he was hard to read i hated it i couldn't tell what he was thinking, what he was feeling, how happy, sad, mad he was. he was a coward hiding behind a mask.

"what is it" i spat out like it was poison in my mouth, i couldn't refuse what he wanted no matter what and he knew that. I was in no position to be making orders or be refusing, i had nothing no armor, no weapons, nothing.

~A/N~

hola so i guess its gunna get to the interesting part in the story. small story time so im writing this at 3:30 am and its raining out side and i thought someone was trying to come into my house because the wind is hard and so the front door was shaking lmao butt have a good night/day farewell to my guys, gals, and  non binary pals :]