Vampire Kisses

110: Shuichi

The reunion. I don't know why it was making me feel so nervous. Maybe Kokichi won't like me as much as he likes my writing? Maybe he doesn't love me as he did...I feel nervous. Like a slowly acting illness as it comes over your body and makes you feel so weak and so sick at the same time. While at the same time, time passes this feeling slowly gets worse as time passes, making this whole decision even harder to make.

Should I stay here when he comes back? I have been wishing and wanting for him to come back for what felt like forever...and now that he is within reach as he comes back to me. This is when I start feeling sick. I don't even know if I am excited or scared in this situation and this is a big problem for me because I can't even focus...

It was around 05:00 in the morning and the sun was still set for the night. It was cold and dark as I wanted for him for the remaining hour. We left one another around 05:30 5 months ago...but god I feel so nervous no matter what I think about I can't stop my thoughts of fear and worry.

What if he doesn't make it back?

What if he doesn't want to come back?

I knew these both wouldn't happen, well I hope they didn't...because god I already feel anxious. I looked down at the small stuffed animal he left with me and held it close to my chest. I wanted him to be back smiling and looking at me with the kind gaze he always does...but I feel too afraid to even want to try to do so when he gets back.

I just don't want to do anything that he doesn't.

"Shuichi! Kokichi came here a little earlier!" He said making me smile before I got worried....doesn't that mean that if we touch each other or even see each other before then...it won't work?

"Doesn't that-" I started only to be cut off by a car pulling into the driveway. I smiled and looked over to the car before Cathy came out of the car. "Shuichi! Hello!" She said with a smile moving over to me and Kurai. I smiled back at them but looked over at the back seat of the car and moved over to open the door.

"Kokichi?" I asked, opening the door and looking into the dark car. I was confused when he didn't respond right away...but soon after I felt familiar arms around me and familiar lips against my own. I smiled and moved my arms around him and held him close as I moved him out of the car. "Koki," I said, already feeling the tears fall from my eyes. I can't believe how much this ended up affecting both of us...it was so painful to be away.

His arms around me reminded me and my skin how much I need him to be here with me. I wanted him more than anything and now that he was here with me I felt so happy and wanted to just stay in this moment forever. "I will never leave you again." I promised as I held him against my chest. Feeling his breath against my shoulder made me feel so close to him and I just wanted to hold him like this until the end of time.

"I know you won't," He said gently, holding my shoulders as he looked at me. "I haven't spoken for a while so I apologize for my voice being so rusty." He said with a small laugh before he hugged me tightly. I just held him and smiled feeling my whole body relax.

"I don't mind it, I'm just glad that you are speaking again." I kissed his cheeks before moving with him inside. "I have prepared some snacks and some movies for us to watch. So you can relax." I said gently kissing his forehead after placing him on the couch.

"Aww Shumai~," He said, poking my nose, making me blush more. "That's so super sweet of you!" He said with that dazzling smile of his. I moved my hand to nuzzle the back of his neck with my fingers as I sat him in my lap after taking a spot next to him.

"I missed you, baby," I whispered before I moved my head into his neck to gently kiss his shoulder before littering little kisses up to his neck. "I missed you too Shu~," he cooed, moving his arms around my shoulders, holding me close to him.

I smiled a bit and held him in my arms before I realized we came here to watch a movie...I should probably go and start one and then we can come back to this later.

"Hey Koki, what movie would you like to watch?" I asked moving my head to look him in the eyes. He seemed to groan at the loss of contact when I pulled away. "I want to watch Coco!" He said with a smile before I moved to go out the movie in before he wrapped his legs around my waist.

I blushed at the action and looked into his eyes. "K-Kokichi?" I asked looking into his eyes before he buried his head into my shoulder. "You can't leave me" he whispered, making me blush more. He was being so damn cute and I couldn't handle it.

"Sorry," I whispered before moving my hands around his torso holding him close to me. "I know you are as clingy as I am especially after what we had to do.." I whispered holding him and rubbing his back making him shudder and lean against me. I felt my heart flutter at this. God I missed him...everything he does.

All the times he would hold me when I was feeling down, how accepting he is of me even though I make so many mistakes, and how he still loves me after all the things we have been through. I love him more than anything, his smile, his eyes, his cute actions, his small hands, his soft skin, his voice, and everything about him. I can't think of one thing about him that I don't love. I love everything.

"I love you baby" I whispered after putting the movie in while making sure to hold him. He smiled and kissed my shoulder. "Me too baby," he said in return before we went back to the couch.

-Here is today's part! Sorry for the delay!-

-SK-