Vampire Kisses

111: Kokichi

The car drive back was torture to me...it felt so long having to wait even longer to get back to him after all this time. I can't wait to see him and hug him and do all the things we were unable to do while we were parted...

We kept driving until we ended up pulling up into the driveway...I hated to admit but I was still hesitant to move at all. I haven't been moving around much since we parted. Everything became extremely difficult but I made it for this moment. I wasn't able to even speak since a little ways into the separation...I never knew how bad my separation anxiety was until I was separated from you. Because god Shuichi...I missed you so bad it hurt.

Crying every night because of how much I missed you...I don't think I had ever cried so much. But now we were going to be back together.

Little do you know I

I love you 'til the sun dies

The car stopped and I looked out of the window to see Shuichi walk over to my door after Cathy and Anaki had already gotten out of the car. I felt my heart start to race just feeling you so close to me. I blushed at this and moved slowly to open the door before you opened it before I was able to.

'Cause little do you know I

I love you 'til the sun dies

"Kokichi?" Shuichi asked, opening the door and looking into the dark car. He was confused when I didn't respond right away...but soon after he came a bit closer I moved my arms around him before pulling him closer to me and connecting our lips. He smiled a bit at this and moved his arms around me and held me close as he moved me out of the car. "Koki," He said as I felt some tears fall onto my head as he held me. I can't believe how much this ended up affecting both of us...it was so painful to be away.

Our love is here, and here to stay

So lay your head on me

His embrace reminded me and my skin how much I need him to be here with me. I wanted him more than anything and now that he was here with me I felt so happy and wanted to just stay in this moment forever. "I will never leave you again." He promised as he held me against my chest. I blushed and felt my heart beat faster at this, it made me feel so safe just hearing him say that. I wanted him to never let me go again...the pain I went through for the past 5 months was forgotten in that moment. Like out own safety bubble finally protected us from the world around us.

I promise you don't have to be afraid

"I know you won't," I said gently, holding his shoulders as I looked at him. "I haven't spoken for a while so I apologize for my voice being so rusty." I said with a small laugh before I hugged him tightly. He just held me and I smiled when I felt his whole body relax against me.

It was like a silent promise that we would never be apart again...but then I remembered that we would have to get back into the swing of things...but as of now, this moment was all that mattered to me.

Love is here, and here to stay

So lay your head on me

"I don't mind it, I'm just glad that you are speaking again." He kissed my cheeks before moving with me in his arms so we could go inside. "I have prepared some snacks and some movies for us to watch. So you can relax." He said gently, kissing my forehead after placing me on the couch. I felt so happy because of this and smiled feeling everything being completely okay at this moment.

"Aww Shumai~" I said, poking his nose, making him blush more. "That's so super sweet of you!" I said with a smile. He moved his hand to nuzzle the back of my neck with his fingers as he sat me in his lap after taking a spot next to me. I felt my whole body lean into his touch as I wanted to get back all the affection I missed out on from him.

"I missed you baby," He whispered before he moved his head into my neck to gently kiss my shoulder before littering little kisses up to my neck. "I missed you too Shu~," I cooed, moving my arms around his shoulders, holding him close to me.

Lay your head on me

"Hey Koki, what movie would you like to watch?" He asked, moving his head to look me in the eyes. I groaned at the loss of contact when he pulled away. "I want to watch Coco!" I said with a smile before he moved to go out the movie in before I wrapped my legs around his waist. I felt my anxiety of being left alone kick in again and didn't want to feel him move away from me...even if it was just for a small moment.

He blushed at the action and looked into his eyes. "K-Kokichi?" He asked looking into my eyes before I buried my head into his shoulder. "You can't leave me" I whispered, making him blush more. He was being so cute because of how embarrassed because of how I was acting and I couldn't handle it. I just wanted to smother him, but I couldn't even look him in the eyes because of how amazing he looked to me...and I was worried he would make me start crying because of how much I missed him.

So lay your head on me

"Sorry," He whispered before moving his hands around my torso holding me close to him. "I know you are as clingy as I am especially after what we had to do.." He whispered holding me and rubbing my back making me shudder and lean against him. I felt so safe while he was holding me. God I missed him...everything he does.

All the times he would hold me and kiss me to make me feel better when I broke down. Even though it happened more often than I would like it to while I was around him. After he bites me I still start crying because of how far he feels from me...even though he is right here next to me. It's an odd feeling and I wouldn't say I hate when it happens because of how he just seems to know when I am feeling this way.

He is so accepting and understanding I honestly don't deserve it most of the time. He is the perfect boyfriend that I could ever ask for. He loves me more than anything and I love him the same. Like the summer sun. It always makes you feel warm when it's around and even in the night hours it still brings those feelings to you because of how you know it will make you feel the next day.

"I love you baby" He whispered after putting the movie in while making sure to hold me. I smiled and kissed his shoulder. "Me too baby" I said in return before we went back to the couch. I clung to him and he seemed to feel happy because of how close we were. It was honestly painfully adorable of him to do this. When he gets happy it's so contagious to me...that I am almost unable to smile.

'Cause little do you know I

I love you 'til the sun dies

-Love is an amazing thing. While it can build people up...it can also break them down.-

-SK-