Vampire Kisses

76: Shuichi

"I'll go and get some painkillers!" Cathy said walking out of the room leaving me and Syn alone in the room. I felt nervous being alone with her, but I didn't even really know what to do to comfort her. If she is in Kokichi's body then does that mean the things I can do to help Kokichi feel better would work the same on her?

I felt my face fall into a frown as more confusion came into my mind. What am I even supposed to do? Hess? Can you hear me? I don't know how to help Syn and she is in a lot of pain and I just want Kokichi to come back to me!

One thing at a time Shuichi damn! Kokichi is safe here with me so don't worry about that!

So Kokichi is with her...okay that must mean he is in Syn's body while she is in his own? Wait but last time the both of them were in his head so does that mean he can be himself there?

He is in Syn's body and at the moment he is sleeping on her bed, he is going to be okay though~ I'm watching over him~

Ah, thank you for that then! But what should I do to help Syn...I mean the kissing helped with Kokichi but what does that mean-

I was cut off as Syn groaned again. Syn was still in pain as this continued on. It was painful for me to watch as well. Watch as her body contorted and flinched over and over as the pain wouldn't let up. It reminded me of when I would have panic attacks as a child...or even the time when Kokichi was panicking because of a memory of his mothers death that came to his mind. It's just sad for both of us.

I mean sure I don't know a lot about Syn, but she is connected to Kokichi just as I am connected to Hess. So it would be good to get some information on her and maybe even make sure I'm on good terms with her. Because she has been vital to Kokichi being able to accept this change in his body and in his life...so I should thank her for that. Even now she is taking over his body so he doesn't have to experience all the pain that his body is going through. Wait...maybe I can do something to help.

Look at you go Shuichi~ Now do that!

Okay, then...

"Hey Syn..." I said looking down at her. She was shivering and shuddering with some tears coming out of her eyes. She looked exhausted already...she couldn't even respond; she just gave me a weak nod before I continued.

"When Kokichi was still in his body it helped when I kissed his scars..." I whispered hoping she would understand what I was saying. She moved her hand shakily to cup my cheek. I blushed a bit at this mostly because of how random it was.

"Syn?" I asked before she gave me a nod. "Y--you can..." She whimpered before I moved her onto the bed. She was under me and I was on top of her...and honestly this made me feel like I was going against Kokichi in a way. She may be bonded to him, but not in the way I am bonded to him...but he is in pain because of this, and she may be in his body in the moment, but together they make Kokichi, well the elemental vampire Kokichi...but still, I need to help in anyway I can.

"Okay," I said before I moved my head down to her shoulder and placed my lips against her skin. Well his skin...it's hard to say for sure when they switch like this, especially since both of the elementals we are bonded to are female while we are both males...this whole situation is so odd.

"Just tell me if I need to stop, or if it hurts more than it already does," She winced and cut off my thought. She motioned to her chest and I moved down to her chest and planted kisses on the scarred skin. She seemed to relax a bit at this and it made me feel more relieved. I let my eyes look up to her own for a moment. Her face was more relaxed but she still was tense.

I let my eyes close as I moved my hands to hold her waist as I planted more kisses up her chest. Moving over to her shoulder again before moving back down the big scar down the middle of her chest. It was thick and still was glowing pink in some places. It made me feel concerned about it. Is this what indicates that his elemental side is taking over? It would be helpful to know if this is a symbol of it. Maybe my body would be brighter blue because that's the color of my fire? Well who knows.

My mind went back to Kokichi. I wanted him to be here with me again...I wanted to hold him and tell him everything was going to be alright. I just wanted my baby back, my Kichi. I smiled to myself and moved my hands to push myself up a bit to look her in the eyes. She wasn't moving at all and she seemed to be sleeping? Well at least I hope she is.

"Have a good rest Syn," I whispered moving off of her and moving over to the side of the bed to lie beside her. Just in case she woke up in discomfort and I needed to heal the scars again. I frowned looking down at them. The scars, so jagged and painful. I wish that I could do something to make them go away..but I had no idea where to even start.

"I'm so sorry Kokichi..." I whispered gently, putting my hand on their chest. "I'm so sorry." I felt more tears come to my eyes as the despairing thoughts came into my mind. I feel so helpless as he just lays here in pain...lays here while I can't do anything to help him...maybe I am just a useless boyfriend who messed up his life for him.

I'm such a Monster

-Here is the update! New recordings will be up this week! Hopefully on time-- thank you all for reading!-

-SK-