Vampire Kisses

89: Kokichi

"My truth?! But the truth is--" I got cut off before I could finish my thought. Syn brought me back into some of the old memories with me and Shuichi. I groaned and tried to pull away but I was stuck in my body, and the old naive and foolish Kokichi was the one in control. Guess I can't change the past.

I feel so happy that my beloved can be here with me. Bond or not I do love all of the affection I get from him. Although he seems really uptight and stressed all the time, he is pretty damn good at giving hugs and cuddling me.

"Hey Leader, we got that new mission that we can do tonight if you want to," Akari said glancing at me waiting for my answer. I would love to do a prank today! But would Shuichi feel anxious while I had to leave? Maybe I should just ask him.

I nudged Shuichi's shoulder making him turn to face me. "Hey, Shu...I was wondering how anxious you would get if I had to leave you alone for a while..." I whispered, keeping my voice low. "You can go, don't make me hold you back from doing what you love!" He whispered back. I smiled at how cute he was being...but damn why can't he just answer my question...

"ShuShu~ that's now what I asked~" I paused, placing a gentle kiss on his cheek keeping my face close to his. "I want you to feel comfortable ok?" I whispered into his ear. I felt his breath hitch. He was silent for a moment before he responded, "I would...but I don't want you to feel you have to stay because of me..." He whispered looking down.

"I don't understand why you are showing me this. Syn, this is bullshit just stop!" I yelled trying to cover my eyes. But seeing as the scene faded from in front of me only to fade into another...this is torture.

Shuichi is my boyfriend. How could I be this lucky? He is basically perfect! And he is super cute when he gets flustered! I love him so much!!

I felt myself blush as I sat back into the van and Shuichi put his arm around me. I turned to him and went to wrap my arms around him only to feel his head nuzzles into my neck. "Touch starved my beloved~?" I asked already knowing the answer. Jo~di~di gave me a smile before we drove back to the base.

It was calming to be in the car listening to all of my friends talk about the mission and joke around. I chimed in while Shuichi was holding me close to him. I could tell some of them were giving me adoring smiles and I couldn't blame them. Shuichi is probably the best thing that has ever happened to me.

"Best thing that ever happened to me?" I said, feeling my shoulders slump. Maybe Shuichi is--no. How could he be, once a monster always a monster.

"So ShuShu! What do you have for lunch today?" I said grabbing one of his hands in mine. I could tell he was still nervous about eating because of yesterday. "I-I have some steak and vegetables with a small amount of rice...but I don't feel very hungry..." I frowned and picked up his chopsticks.

"Well, then I'll feed you!" I smiled at him and laughed a bit when his cheeks inflamed. "A-Ah only I-if you want to!" He yelped before slowly relaxing. I sat in front of him and fed him his food. He was super nervous and hesitant about it at first but after a moment he smiled and ate his food.

He finished most of the food. Which is what his normal metabolism was. "You are doing so well ShuShu~!" I praised him and cupped his cheek in my hand before planting a kiss on his cheek.

"I can eat a bit more..." He said under his breath. I giggled and started to feed him again. He is so cute when he is so hesitant. I kind of forgot that other people were around until Nagito and Hajime started giggling.

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Shuichi went and sat on the bed and put his head in his hands. I sighed and walked over and sat next to him.