Vampire Kisses

48: Shuichi

"Really?" I asked looking down at him. I felt nervous about the whole fact that now Kokichi has all these abilities--as well as the cravings that come with them.

Being a vampire isn't something I would wish upon anyone, mostly because of how it can affect them as well as others. I don't want to wish that on anyone, because it becomes very consuming to have to be a vampire. Changing the way you act as well as the things you eat...it isn't exactly something I see as nice in any way, sure you get the abilities...but at what cost.

I thought back to Cathy and the man she is bonded with. How would he just throw away a bond like that for another female partner. What if Kokichi ends up doing that to me? What if he just finds another person that has a stronger bond to him...making our bond nothing more than a past pain. A past memory that isn't something you would cherish together, but something you see as a mistake-

A mistake

Is that what our relationship is? A mistake? Because he is--was a human and how I am a vampire? Does that make this relationship doomed? Are we doomed? I don't want this to go away. I don't want Kokichi to go away, I don't want to lose him after being able to get to know the real him.

"Shuichi?" Kokichi asked, poking my cheek. I looked back at him and noticed that he must have said something. "Did you zone out again?" He asked again. I just moved my hands to cover my cheeks.

"Ah, I'm sorry! I don't mean to zone out!" I said before he moved up towards me. I was confused at the action at first before I realized that his hand moved over my neck. I flinched at the action.

"Kokichi?" I asked before I felt his mouth go down to my neck. "Kokichi?!" I yelped as he kissed my neck. I was expecting him to bite me like he did before...but this is kind of embarrassing.

"Oh Shuichi~," He cooed into my ear. He was kneeling on the bed while I was holding onto his shoulders to get a good look at his face. "I want your eyes to be on me," He said with a smirk. I looked to the side before I moved my eyes back to look at him.

"Y-you do?" I asked as his eyes came back into my view. He had a teasing look in his eye and it made me feel like I was going to be teased a whole lot more before he would end up giving me a break.

"Yes~ I always want your eyes to be on me~," He sighed and tilted his head to the side as he sighed. "But sadly my beloved detective is always thinking of other things~" He said in a teasing tone. But I could tell that he was feeling jealous of whatever I must have been thinking about as he was sitting there responding to me.

"Ah!" I gasped realizing that I asked him if he loved me...and then zoned out right after. "Sorry I-I didn't mean-"

He brought his finger to my lips. "No Nope~ You don't get to do that all of sudden Shuichi~" He said cupping my cheek before he wrapped his arms around my neck. "Kokichi what do-" I started before he pulled me down on top of him.

He was laying on the bed with his back against the sheets. I was on top of him like moments before with both of my legs on either side of him. I looked down at his eyes feeling even more confused. "Koki-" I tried to open my mouth only to be cut off by him.

"Nope~ Wrong answer!" He said, making a buzz sound with his lips. "Wha-" His finger cut me off this time.

"I'm going to make you guess what we were talking about before you zoned out Shuichi~!" He said, smiling more as my face felt hot. "Nishishi~ You seem nervous mister detective," He commented, making me feel even more nervous.

'Well if he wants me to respond to him about what we were discussing before...we were talking about his comment about loving me' I thought to myself before looking back down at him. "I'm waiting~" I sighed to myself. He isn't going to give this up easily is he...what were we talking about?