Why is love this complicated
We should of been friends, we should of waited
But we can't go back on our past
Explain to me why we can't last
Is it too many scars to heal from
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I was on my last client today which made me nervous because the time is getting closer that I have to talk to Avontae.
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After I was finished he paid up front and I cleaned up my area. I was not ready at all for this conversation I was about to have but it needs to happen.
Once I was finished it around 10 o'clock. I left to get something to eat first before I went over his house to get Serayah.
I got out my car going up to the door. I really could've just been walking in his house since I have a key. I didn't want to go through the awkward greeting so I went ahead and used the key.
"Mommy." Serayah dragged running to me hugging my leg.
"Hey baby." I picked her up and walked further in the living room seeing him sitting down while Sofia the first was playing on the tv.
"She got you watching this." I laughed sitting down across from him.
"She been watching this all day." He said.
"Why she still up?" I asked.
"Daddy gave me candy." She cheesed.
"Really." I looked at him.
"She lying." He said dryly and I just shook my head.
"Serayah you wanna go to your play room?" I asked and she nodded her head as she ran to the room.
"So I need to talk to you." I said.
"Talk." He said.
"Why you sound like you mad?" I ask.
"Cause you been acting funny all day." He said and I took a deep breath.
"I been thinking a lot and I need time to focus on myself. I can't do this with you anymore." I said.
"What you mean you can't do this no more? We been doing good." He said.
"You just got mad at me over nothing. You be treating me like I cheated on you when it's the other way around." I said.
