Why is love this complicated
We should of been friends, we should of waited
But we can't go back on our past
Explain to me why we can't last
Is it too many scars to heal from
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"On some real shit get out." I said getting frustrated. Sabrea just left and all this shit just backfired on a nigga.
"What?" She asked.
"You deaf? I said get out as in get the fuck out my presence." I said dryly.
"Avontae you serious, you gone let this bitch fight me then tell me to get out." She said.
"Ain't nobody tell yo' desperate ass to pull her hair knowing you can't beat her ass, you down bad so just get out." She said.
"Avontae, I ain't never did nothing to you." She said looking like she was ready to cry.
"Stop fucking lying like we fucked or some shit. You know I'll never put my dick in you again all we did was give each other head." I said.
"I thought you loved me." She said and I almost laughed in her face.
"Now you know damn I ain't say or do nothing to make you feel that way. You a booty call, a rebound- shall I continue cause you real bad at comprehending when I clearly made the shit clear." I said.
I was honestly just mad at my actions and taking it out on her, but everything I'm saying is true so I'm not wrong for saying it.
"I'm not going nowhere." She said.
This bitch dumb.
I walked over to her throwing her over my shoulder while she kicked and screamed.
"NO PUT ME DOWN." She yelled.
I wasn't phased by it cause as long as she out my house I'm straight.
I opened the door and put her down before slamming the door in her face and going back upstairs.
I called Sabrea back to back and texted her multiple times but she didn't answer or text me back. I really fucked up this time.
I just did it out of spite. I don't want to see her move on without me or be happy if it's not with me. That shit hit when she told me she wasn't happy with me.
I can't blame her though and I can't excuse none of actions. I know I fucked up and I finally gave her a genuine sincere apology just for me to do the same shit just because she moving on to be happy.
Sabrea the only female that I ever fell in love with so it's embarrassing for me to treat her like I don't appreciate her or respect her.
I regret all this shit, I'm dumb as hell for fucking over a person that did not nothing but love me.
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