Why is love this complicated
We should of been friends, we should of waited
But we can't go back on our past
Explain to me why we can't last
Is it too many scars to heal from
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Since I was done helping her pack we were in my room watching a movie and eating snacks. Imma regret this later on when she get hyper.
"Mommy is daddy still in time out?" She asked.
"Not really." I said.
"Come back?" She asked.
"You asking about us living together again?" I asked and she nodded her head yes.
"We have our homes Serayah." I said.
"Hmph."
"We gone all be together this weekend okay?" I said.
"Okay." She smiled and continued looking at the movie and my phone rung again, but this time it was Tre.
"Bro." I said.
"Sis." He sighed.
"Untun why you sound like that?" I scrunched my face up.
"You know I don't ever try call you on no bullshit, but yo' boy Trippin." He said.
"Who, what you talking bout?" I asked getting out my bed and walking downstairs so Serayah wouldn't be bothered.
"Ight so I was just getting to the tattoo shop and I'm walking down the hall and I hear Jay Talkin' bout some hoes always go back to they babydaddy, and I seen Taija was in there so I knew she was lying to him bout something." He said.
"Jay said that?" I asked. "I ain't never known him to talk shit like that especially about me.
"That's why I went off on his bitch ass cause I ain't gone lie that was the dumbest shit I ever heard him say." He said.
"Then why is he even talking about me to somebody I don't even talk to like that no more. I already felt like he was questioning me bout what me and Tae got going on then he caught an attitude." I said.
"Don't let no nigga get off on you, you know what you do and don't got going on. That's him making assumptions. I told you not to start dealing wit' him like that, nigga possessive as hell why you think Makayla still be coming up there." He said.
"I ain't think he was like that." I said.
"I'm telling you he be putting on a show, that mane ain't no nice ass nigga." He said.
"I don't even be doing stuff to nobody and my name still be in people mouth. I'm 22 and they acting like this Highschool drama." I laughed.
"Don't let that get you off track, you been doing good stay like that. You going on a trip tomorrow just think about that and have fun fuck anybody that got something to say cause you know I'll handle it." He said.
"You right, thank you for telling me though." I sighed.
"Don't hang up yet, I know I said don't get in now hit but can please just this beat bitch ass for me." He said.
"Really." I said.
"It was a good try." He said.
"Bye Tre." I laughed hanging up.
My feelings kind of hurt cause I would've never thought Jay would be saying something like that. It got me questioning if everything we talked about was just an act and it went right out the window.
It's the fact that he switched up that quick and just forgot about everything I said. I know I didn't do anything wrong this time so I don't need to prove myself. Got me feeling like Tre is right that it was all just a show.
It's crazy cause he the same one preaching about how I shouldn't associate myself with a nigga that disrespects me but he turns around does exactly that.
I'm just over a lot of stuff at this point. Like Tre said I have been doing good for myself. I'm not finna waste my time going back and forth with nobody about my life. ____________________________________
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Ik this was short, it was kind of just a filler I'm really tryna update as much as I can because I been slacking.
